“Please,” he begged, unable to control the emotion he heard in his voice. “Make love to me. Now. Please, Tash. I want you.”
An answering smile spread across Tash’s handsome face. He removed his glasses and placed them on the nightstand, returning with a few items he’d taken from the drawer. Brandon’s quick glance confirmed condoms and a small bottle of lubricant. Instead of fear, hunger spiraled through Brandon, knowing that the man he’d wanted so much it hurt, wanted him as well.
“How long has it been? Do I need to go slow?” Tash braced his arms on either side of Brandon’s head and gazed down on him with soft, dark eyes. “I want to make it good for you.”
“Uh, it’s been a while,” said Brandon, keeping his voice steady yet with a note of caution. “So maybe a little slow?” The last thing he wanted was for Tash to know he’d never been with a man.
“That’s good, because I want to go slow with you.” Tash bent over and kissed him till Brandon’s head whirled. When they broke apart, Tash murmured in his ear, “I want to taste every part of you, make you beg to come. You deserve perfection.”
Brandon found himself unable to answer as Tash began touching him with his mouth and tongue. Erogenous zones he wasn’t aware existed on his body awakened, or perhaps it was the mere touch of Tash’s hot, wet mouth sucking his nipples, nuzzling his neck, and finally, thank God, licking the head of his hard cock.
“You taste amazing. Even your cock is beautiful.”
When Tash engulfed the head in his mouth, Brandon moaned loud and long, the sound echoing off the bedroom walls. Brandon could feel Tash’s lips curve in a smile around his erection, but that didn’t stop Tash from continuing the marvelous sucking sensation. God, Brandon didn’t ever want him to stop.
A slick, cool finger touched his hole and then entered him. Startled for a moment, Brandon caught his breath and then relaxed, allowing Tash to slide his finger fully inside.
“Damn, sweetheart, you’re tighter than I’d imagined,” whispered Tash. “You feel amazing, all hot and snug around my finger. I can’t imagine how your tight little ass is going to feel wrapped around my cock.” Then all coherent thought fled Brandon’s mind as Tash pushed another finger inside his hole to stretch him, preparing him for his cock. The two fingers worked themselves in and out of his passage, fluttering and twisting until they touched something deep inside him. Stars exploded behind Brandon’s eyes, and he cried out.
“Holy shit.” Brandon heaved himself up, almost dislodging them both off the bed. “What the hell?” But he pushed hard against Tash’s fingers, needing something, anything to calm this maelstrom of desire that inflamed him.
Tash didn’t stop but rather continued to stroke until Brandon was writhing and babbling, practically incoherent with need.
“Please, now, now, Tash, I need—I want—Oh God!” Brandon wailed as he came, shooting white streams across his stomach, reaching up to his chest.
He should feel embarrassed at the animalistic noises, the begging and pleading sounds emanating from him, but his brain was too scrambled to come up with any coherent thoughts. Brandon hands scrabbled uselessly along the mattress as the tremors rocketed through him. His head thrashed back and forth. “Oh God, Tash,” he gasped.
Brandon shuddered, then flattened down against the mattress, his breath coming in quick gasps. It took several minutes before he had the capability to open his eyes. When he did so, Tash sat on his knees between Brandon’s legs, a sweet smile resting on his face. He brushed his hand across Brandon’s thigh.
“How do you feel, sweetheart?”
Brandon’s eyes widened as Tash spoke. He didn’t know people talked to one another when they had sex. With Zach they’d merely grunted and mumbled about coming as they humped against one another, but that was it. Brandon discovered he liked the sweet talk; it made him feel wanted and special. Something he’d never been with anyone before.
“I feel amazing. How could I not?” He stretched, his body loose yet still humming with desire. “But I still want you.” Brandon swallowed against his nerves as he watched the need flare in Tash’s eyes. “Inside me.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to rest for a while? We have all night,” said Tash even as he slid his hands up Brandon’s chest so their faces were inches apart. Tash’s cock rested on Brandon’s stomach, the heat and strength of it sending an ache through Brandon’s body. He imagined it inside of him, pushing into him.
Brandon looped his arm around Tash’s neck. “I’m planning on a long night, but I want you inside me now.”
That need he’d seen in Tash’s eyes ignited to a full-fledged firestorm. Tash captured his mouth, and they kissed for several minutes until Brandon once more was vibrating with need.
“Fuck me now.”
“Hold on,” said Tash. Brandon could hear the rip of a condom package and then thesnapof the bottle top from the lubricant. “You should be nice and relaxed now.”
This was it. He was finally going to have sex and with the man he loved.
His heart lurched as his mouth went dry. Loved? He didn’t love Tash. He wanted him desperately with every cell of his body, but love? He wouldn’t know it if he fell over it.
Tash pushed the head of his cock inside Brandon. The pain was immediate, and without meaning to, Brandon whimpered and tightened up.
Tash stopped, and Brandon, realizing the mistake he’d made, bit down on his cheek and gave a weak smile.
“Go on, don’t stop. Like I said, it’s been a long time.” Never qualified as a long time in Brandon’s mind, so technically he wasn’t lying.
Tash shot him an unreadable look but continued, pushing inside him at a slow yet steady slide. The intensity of the pain heightened; Brandon could have cried out from it, but by sheer force of will he made himself pliant. The fullness was incredible and strange, yet at the same time so powerfully intimate; Brandon knew he’d been altered forever. He was at his most vulnerable, yet the thought that he could give Tash pleasure made him strong. Accepting a person inside your body had to be one of the most life-changing experiences ever.
He couldn’t imagine it with anyone other than Tash.
