And I don’t know what to do.
He makes the decision for me, leaning in just a bit more and putting his lips on mine.
I’ve been kissed before, a few awkward fumbles after a date in the back of the car, once in a closet when I was playing Spin the Bottle at a party.
This, though.
This is something else. Something elevated and gorgeous and when he slides his tongue along the seam of my lips, I open my mouth to let his tongue play with mine. My hands fly up, grabbing the headboard, trying to ground myself, to prove this moment is real and not one of the never-ending fantasies I’ve had about Alexi.
Something like a sigh or a moan passes between us and his arms wrap around me, pulling me to straddle his lap. Every angle and plane of his body is hard, pressing into me and each movement feels sharper or brighter or…
“Chert, kakaya krasota, Kolibri.Fuck, so beautiful hummingbird,” he growls in my ear. His cool hands cup my face, and he pulls back to examine me, tipping my head up. His eyes aren’t icy anymore, they’re blazing and a surge of heat goes through me when I realize it’s because of me.
His hand slides down to my throat, his long fingers brushing whisper-soft over the bruises he made there. “Do these hurt?”
“Not so much,” I lie.
“How many men have you been with,Kolibri?”
There’s no way I’m telling him that the number is zero. I know it’s pathetic, but when would I have had time to date? So, I shrug. “Why does it matter?”
Sharp blue eyes examine mine. “Because I will have to kill every one of them.”
His kiss is harder this time, pushing my lips against my teeth. I taste a bite of copper and moan, it galvanizes him to pull me against his chest.
Bozhe moy.That’s allhim?Thick and hard, and his shaft is hot, unlike the rest of him. Hot, and pushing against my clitoris. It’sonly moments before I’m completely, embarrassingly wet. His low chuckle rumbles against my chest.
“I can smell you, hummingbird. Do you taste as good as this sweet scent?” His hands move to my ass, gripping and squeezing me, then one hand ventures under my borrowed sweats, and I gasp against his mouth. Two thick fingers slide into my undies, stroking along my center.
“Wet. So hot.” He kisses my jaw. The tip of one finger slides just inside me and he groans loudly. “And tight. I suspect, sweetKolibri,that no man’s been inside you. Am I right?”
Burying my head in the spot between his neck and his shoulder, I refuse to answer. If I tell him the truth he might stop and I will go up in flames and die a virgin.
“Eyes on mine.”
My eyes dart back to his instantly. He’s circling my opening with the calloused tip of his finger, scraping just perfectly against my desperately sensitive flesh. Pulling his hand out of my underwear, he shows me his fingers, slick and glistening before he sucks them into his mouth.
“So goddamned sweet,” he groans, pushing me back on the bed and yanking my borrowed sweats and undies down. My knees try to slam together but his broad shoulders are blocking me. I’m torn between covering my face or covering my pussy. This is too much, too overwhelming. I’ve wanted this and dreamt of Alexi seeing me as someone who’s sexy, but going down on me? That’s so personal. Why would he want to do that? Inessa told me men hate giving oral sex.
I hear the sound of a slap just as a sting spreads between my legs. “You slapped my- me! Why did you do that?”
“You do not hide from me. I’m going to take care of you, and there’s nothing to hide in my bed.” Alexi slides down, his chest hair tickling my breasts and he pushes up my borrowed t-shirt to kiss each one. His tongue circles my belly button and then his thumbs spread my wet lips and-
“Oh, my god…” I moan, my hands sink into his thick blonde hair, trying to hold on as he licks me, long, greedy stripes like a jungle cat. His eyes are still intent on mine and I try to ignore the proper young lady inside my head who’s screaming in outrage right now.
This isAlexi. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted, right here.
The stubble of his beard lightly scratches the thin skin of my inner thighs and the sting with the soft flicks of his tongue is overwhelming. His right eye drops in the slightest of winks and his lips fasten around my clitoris and hesucks.I shriek and my core clenches so hard that I nearly sit up before his hand between my breasts pushes me back down.
“Relax, hummingbird. You’re not going anywhere until I’m finished with you.”
That sounds threatening. I should be alarmed. I’m not.
“This is a- oh,bozhe moy!This is a lot,” I wheeze. His lips are back on my clitoris and his tongue is toying with it, sending electric jolts of pleasure up my spine. Very carefully, he slides one finger inside me and growls. Like an animal. Like a bear who’s been locked up and he’s ready to devour everything in his path.
The harder he licks, the wetter I get and that thick, intrusive finger inside me is stroking and pressing and exploring. And when the tip of his fingernail lightly scratches a spot inside me, I detonate, pieces of me flying everywhere and my hipsmoving furiously. I’m clinging to his hair because I’m weightless, disconnected from everything but this fiery pleasure and the beautiful man who gave it to me.
Alexi licks me through my orgasm with a messy, gluttonous approval. It’s clear from his grunts and growls that this was forhispleasure, his hips thrusting against the mattress as he gives me one last kiss on my wildly sensitive clitoris.
