His hips jerked when I dipped my tongue into his asshole, licking and teasing him to a point of frenzied need. “Shane…” he called out, pushing his ass into my face.
We rolled to our sides, his back to my front. I coated myself once more with the lube. Knowing it had been a while since we’d last been together, I wanted to make sure I didn’t hurt him. He curled his knees up to his stomach and I rocked my dick against him, probing at him, needing him.
Pushing forward, I cursed as I passed the tight ring of muscle. I sank my teeth into his shoulder and he pushed himself back onto me as I sank further into him. “Dylan,” I growled, my balls slapping against his firm ass.
I reached around and stroked his cock in time with my thrusts. He covered my hand with his and moved us back and forth over his hot length as I worked my dick deep inside of him. The cheap bedspread chaffed against my thigh as I moved, but I didn’t care.
All I cared about was us.
Moving faster, harder, more erratically, I needed to get as deep inside of him as possible – needed it as much as the oxygen filling my lungs. “Ahhh…Shane…” His hand tightened over mine and I felt him come over our joined fingers. My own orgasm tore through me like a raging thunderstorm on a humid summer day. Waves of pleasure shot down my spine, pulled my balls tight, and poured out of me on one final, hard push.
Shifting my right arm from holding up my head, I wrapped it around his chest, pulling him closer to me. I breathed heavily into his neck, kissing him as my erection softened.
“Stay the night?” he breathed softly. It was more of a question than a statement. The last thing I wanted to do was leave, so I didn’t.
“Of course. But you’re going to have to clean me up first.” I laughed against his neck and he rolled over, facing me. He ran his fingers through my hair, cupping my jaw and pulling my mouth to his.
“There’s nothing I’d rather do.”
Shane’s face was relaxed and almost contented as he slept. His full lips were parted slightly and his breathing was calm and rhythmic. But even when he was like this, I saw the dark circles under his eyes, telling me that sleep didn’t usually come this easily to him. I wanted nothing more than for him to open up to me, but he had to do it on his own. He had to tell me what he was feeling; I wasn’t going to drag it out of him.
I knew enough to see that things were clearly not good with his father, but there’s only so many times you can tell someone to leave or to stand up for themselves before it gets old. Besides, I think he had stood up to his father; it just hadn’t done any good. The feelings of helplessness that often pervaded my consciousness when I thought about Shane and what had become of him returned in full force.
He moved at my side, stretching his arms above his head, letting out a loud yawn-turned-groan noise that had me laughing. “Morning.” I smiled at him and he returned the favor.
He turned back to face me, dropping his hand to my bare waist. He popped a quick kiss to my forehead, the sweet gesture warming me from the inside out. “I could get used to waking up next to you.”
Knowing full well that waking up with Shane in my arms wouldn’t be likely to happen any time soon, soured my mood. “Don’t say things like that, especially when you don’t mean them.” Snapping at him hadn’t been my intention, but it happened anyway.
“Who pissed in your Cheerios?” His lips pulled up as he smiled and laughed at me. I rolled out of bed and dug my boxers out from the pile of clothes on the floor. Shane sat up against the creaky headboard, the thin sheet draped across his lap.
I walked over to the small bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush. The door was still opened a crack and I could see Shane on the bed through the mirror. His legs were bent at the knees, his forearms draped across them, his head hung low. He worked his hands over his head, pulling on the ends of his hair in frustration.
We’d shared a perfect night together and I’d ruined it in one stupid sentence. After rinsing my mouth, I sat on the bed next to him. “I’m sorry. It’s just−”
“I want to leave.” He cut me off and it felt like the world stopped spinning for a minute.
Something in his tone was different, more resolved. “Wait, what?”
He ran his hands through his hair once more, before his eyes met my confused stare. “I’m going to leave. I have to.” He dropped his legs and I sat right next to him, locking our fingers together.
“And I’ll help you. You know that, right? My mom knows about us.” He looked at me with fear in his eyes. “It’s okay. She’s known for a while. She doesn’t know about your dad or anything like that, but I’m sure if we talk to her, she could help us figure things out.”
A small flicker of hope washed away the fear that was just there. “I think…I’d like that.” His shoulders slumped, finally giving way to the tremendous weight he’d been carrying all these years.
“Will you talk to me about it though?” As I wrapped my arm around his shoulders, he dropped his head to mine.
With a deep shuddery inhale, I could tell he had a lot to say. “I…I don’t know where to begin. There’s so much to tell you. I’ve been…”
His words were cut short by a loud banging on the motel door. My heart jumped in my chest. No one knew we were here and I paid the bill up front and in cash so there was no reason the front desk would be coming after us.
I looked at Shane, his face white as a ghost, the fear returning full force. “It’s okay. I’ll get it. It’s nothing I’m sure.” Even though I wanted nothing more than to calm him down, I knew that was the last thing that was going to happen.
When I was inches from the door, the banging stopped, and a woman’s voice began yelling. “I know you’re in there, Shane. I see your car. You could at least have the decency to break up with me before you go crawling in bed with whatever whore you have in there!”
Spinning around, all I saw was Shane stumbling to his feet, trying to find his boxers. Incapable of speech, I just pointed at the door, a devastated and extremely hurt look on my face.
“I can explain,” he whispered as he hopped into his shorts. “Please, just let me…” The banging started again as did the yelling.
