Page 63 of As I Am


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“Please don’t,” I begged, my voice thin, wispy, and needy as fuck.

“At your service,” he muttered against my skin. I was so entranced by the heat of it all—the water, his kisses, his body supporting mine—I didn’t realize what he was doing until his hands, slick with massage oil, pressed against my shoulders. “Nowjust relax,” he commanded again, pulling my back so it rested on his chest. Sliding forward a touch gave him the perfect angle to rub wherever he wanted.

With strong fingers, he massaged my neck and shoulders, trailed lazy circles over my chest, stopping only to pinch my nipples, setting loose a zap of electricity that raced over my superheated skin. His hands, his touch, it all dizzied me. Iwas drunk on him, and at this rate, I never wanted to be sober again. “Turn around,” he said, his voice cutting through the lusty haze.

Water sloshed everywhere as I moved, but neither of us cared, especially now we were face-to-face.

And cock-to-cock.

Again, he poured more massage oil into his hands and worked it over my shoulders, down my chest, over my arms. “That feels so good, Noah.” Alow rumble of appreciation came to life in my chest and escaped my mouth on a deep exhale.

“Touching you always feels good,” he responded, trailing his hands lower. He moved them over my stomach, tracing this line of dark hair leading to my dick. His slick hand combined with the water was almost enough to send me over the edge right away. He saw it, too. “Shh, relax, remember.”

Laughing softly,I looked him right in the eyes and said, “You try to relax with this going on.” His body jerked as my hand wrapped around his erection. He groaned, his body melting into my touch. “Not so easy, huh?”

“Hard. It’s definitely hard.” His head fell back as we jerked each other in sync.

“I want you,” I admitted, pulling my body even closer to his. “Please tell me you brought the condoms over herebecause I don’t think I can stand being away from you for a second.” He reached behind him, stretching at an awkward angle to grab the foil packet he put there minutes ago. “Thank God,” I said, ripping it open. Standing from the tub, the water cut paths down my skin, little droplets falling to the bubble below. Noah took advantage of the opportunity and raised himself up to his knees. His fingersdanced up my thighs, hot touches contrasting with the cool air brushing against my skin. All too willingly, I handed over the condom when he reached up for it.

The feel of him rolling over the tip, down my length, inch by inch, it was as if I’d found the other half to my body. When he was done, he moved to turn around, so that he was essentially on his hands and knees, facing away from me.

“No,” I called out, pulling on his shoulder. “I need to see you. I need to kiss you and pull you against me as I bury myself in your body.” After I lowered myself into the water, he wrapped his arms around me, a smug smile pulling at his lips.

“Who’s bossy now?” he joked, before attacking my mouth.

“Only for you, Noah,” I muttered against his lips, in between licking and biting at them. “Onlyever for you.”

With only a little bit of maneuvering, our bodies were perfectly aligned. His ass was already wet, mostly ready for me and all it took was a few slow, steady, scissoring thrusts of my fingers to know he was ready for my cock.

And my fucking God was I ready for him.

“Chase,” he called out, dragging out the lone syllable for more than a few beats.

Slowly, I pushed past the tightring of muscle at his ass, and only a second later, I was buried to the hilt deep inside his body. Before I could register what he was doing, his legs were wrapped around my hips, and his arms around my chest as if he were holding on for dear life. And when he whispered, “Fuck me as hard as you can,” in my ear, I hoped I would last long enough to make walking difficult for him tomorrow.

My musclesburned, my thighs ached, but as my cock glided in and out of his ass, none of it mattered. “Noah,” I cried his name as I drove my body into his over and over again. “Fuck, I’m coming. Oh God, Noah, I’m coming.” On one last erratic thrust, I lost my control and came into him with such force I didn’t know who would feel it more.

My legs trembled and my chest heaved, desperate to pull in much-neededoxygen. But when Noah said, “Now it’s my turn,” my heart nearly leapt out of my chest.

There was another condom and he took it from the side of the tub. Without much ceremony, he slid it over his cock as he sat on the edge of the tub. Reaching to his side, he grabbed a towel and laid it on the edge of the ceramic surround. “I need your ass over here right now,” he demanded, patting his hand onthe spot he’d just draped the towel.

Though I was entirely spent, his commanding words ignited a spark of need deep in my gut. “Bossy, bossy, bossy,” I joked, all while still following his orders. About half a second after I’d positioned myself over the edge of the tub, Noah spread my ass, drizzling hot water over the puckered skin.

“Fucking gorgeous,” he mumbled against my ass cheek as he bitme. Licking over the injury, he smiled against my skin. When he moved to the other cheek, I knew what to expect, but leave it to Noah to keep me on my toes. As his teeth sunk into my flesh, his fingers sunk into my ass, readying me for his cock.

“Oh fuck,” I cursed, relaxing my body against the much-wanted intrusion. He removed his fingers, and I waited for the tip of his dick to tease my ass,but instead, his tongue danced on my skin, making me growl in pleasure like I never had before. “Noah,” I called out his name, sounding almost like I was in pain.

Yet what I felt was anything but pain. It was the most excruciating pleasure I’d ever known. And if it were anyone else, I never would have let them do it. Yet since it was Noah, since I knew in my heart that he was my forever, therewasn’t anything I wouldn’t let him do to my body.

Missing his heat one last time, I was enthralled when his tongue was replaced by his cock. “Oh fuck, Chase. So hot. Your ass is so fucking hot, baby.” His fingertips dug into my hips so hard I was sure there would be bruises. Waves splashed all around us on his each and every thrust. My knuckles went white as I tried my best to hold onto the edgeof the tub, and the edge of my control.

Turns out control wasn’t a strength of mine.

Needing more of him, I pushed back each time he pushed forward. Meeting him move for move was his undoing. “Oh fuck. Chase. My God. Your ass. I’m coming, baby. Oh fucking God, I’m coming.” On one last hard thrust, he buried himself in my body so far, I knew he’d forever be a part of my soul.

We left the bathrooma mess, figuring some of the water would dry by morning, leaving less of a mess for us to clean up. After toweling off, we climbed into bed naked and immediately curled around one another. My head on his chest, my fingers dancing through the hair covering his pecs, his fingers lazily trailing through my drying hair, it was a scene I never would have imagined.

Just before drowsiness claimed me,I remembered something he said from earlier in the night. “You said you had some news,” I prompted, lifting myself up on my elbow.