Page 49 of As I Am


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“Good, so then we’re on the same page. Right?” He looked down at me, arching his eyebrow, waiting for me to respond once again.

“Yes.” Whatever game he was playing at, he needed to get there now before I exploded with need.

“In here,” he said, pushing his cock closer to my face. “And out there,” he added, tipping his head to the bedroom door. “That means if we’re therefor each other in here, taking care of one another, then there’s no need for stupid arguments over who pays for dinner or who does what for the other out there. Right?”

Again, I hated he was right, and he had one hell of a way of showing it. But if ever there was a way to get me to see things from a different perspective, tying my hands up with a belt and dangling a gorgeous, rock-hard cock inmy face was definitely the way to go.

“Right?” he asked again, and I realized I hadn’t yet answered him.

“If I say yes, does that mean you’ll fuck me finally?”

“I guess you’ll just have to trust me,” he answered, his voice filled with lust, need, and a touch of humor.

Without hesitation, I said, “I do trust you. You’re ri—”

And before I could even get the rest of the words out of my mouth,he had his hand wrapped around my neck, pulling my mouth toward his dick. In one swift thrust, he pushed his length so far down my throat I thought I’d gag. But he knew my limits and pulled back a touch just before he became too much to handle. “Holy fuck,” he called out, his voice sounding more like a growl than anything else. “Enough,” he yelled, sounding annoyed. The look I gave him must haveconveyed my confusion, because I would have sucked him off time and time again, until he had nothing more to give.

Lowering himself to the soft, pale gray carpet, he cupped my jaw. His eyes searching mine, all echoes of his yelling gone. “This is about you, not me. I just couldn’t stand not being in your mouth another second.” Nodding my agreement was all I could do because his words rocked mycore. Returning to the way he was touching me earlier, lightly grazing his fingers all over my body, he traced the line of my arms, pulling them down from over my head. “I’m still leaving this here,” he said, tugging on the black leather restraining my wrists. “You look sexy as fucking sin.”

He didn’t need a reason. This man could do whatever he wanted to me and I’d let him. Simply because hewanted it was enough of a reason.

His lips pressed to mine at the same time that his hand wrapped around my aching cock. Finally feeling his touch set the nerves of my body on fire, and I groaned into his open mouth. Breathing became difficult as he continued to stroke me. Slow, torturously so, he moved his hand over my dick, twisting the wide crown on every pull. His tongue traced my partedlips, and the only sound I could hear was the blood rushing in my ears. On their own will, my eyes closed and my head fell backward. My body giving into the pleasure, I was nothing more than a boneless mess created only for his pleasure.

He moved around me, rearranging my body as if I were a rag doll. He spread my legs, and I felt his hot breath on my skin before anything else. The anticipationgrew, nearly boiling over and before I could take his teasing any longer, he licked a hot, wet path up the underside of my cock with his broad, flat tongue.

I’d never felt anything so good before. I thought I was going to crash into the edge of oblivion and never return.

His palms fell to my hips, steadying me in my place as he took me to the back of his throat time and time again. “Oh God,Noah. Fuck, my God. I can’t….” My words faded away, leaving only the groans of pleasure that had built up in my body after minutes of his endless torture. He took me into his mouth again, sucking me long, hard, deep. Everything faded away, and there was nothing in the room other than the feel of his mouth on my cock.

Pulling my dick from his lips, he said, “You can. And you will.” He looked upat me with the most devilish look in his eyes—glints of sin mixed with beauty like I’d never seen. “But I won’t make you wait much longer.” When he reached for the condom, I felt my orgasm build at the base of my spine. He wasn’t even touching me and I was ready to blow my load all over the place. Luckily, the cool drizzle of lube over my ass helped keep me in check long enough.

His fingers invadedmy body, stretching, teasing, readying me for his cock. I was completely at his mercy, and there was no place I’d rather be. The emptiness I felt when he removed his fingers was short-lived. When the wide crown of his head pushed into me, it was the perfect mixture of pain and pleasure. As he worked past the tight muscle, the nerves of my body set on fire, heat racing across my skin. “Chase,”he called out my name, letting his body fall on top of mine.

We were one.

Every inch of our bodies were aligned in this syncopated rhythm. My legs wrapping around his hips, his hands working over my skin, our lips dancing together, his cock moving inside my body, it was beyond intense. But when he wrapped his fingers around mine as they rested above my head, still restrained by the belt, andheld them there, it was my breaking point. “I need to touch you, Noah. Please,” I begged. “Please, let me go.”

“I can’t stand it another minute either.” He unlatched the belt, but before he could even breathe, my hands were on either side of his face, pulling him down to mine.

“Thank fucking God,” I cursed, before dipping my tongue into his mouth. “Noah,” I called out, holding his body firmlyto mine. On each deep, powerful thrust into my body, I pushed up, meeting him inch for inch.

“Chase, I’m… fuck… I’m coming…. Oh God.” A slew of curses followed, but I couldn’t make sense of any of it, the blood was rushing too loudly in my ears. On a final erratic thrust, he called out my name once more, before letting his body fall to mine.

My rock-hard dick pressed between us, throbbing forattention as if it had its own heartbeat. “I’m not gonna last much longer,” I said, as he rolled to my side.

He reached over my body and took my hand into his. With our fingers laced together, we stroked my dick until my orgasm raged so hard, there was no containing it. Watching the first drops spill over our fingers was the last straw. “Noah, fuck,” I cursed, thrusting my cock up into our hands.

Completely spent, we lay there for a few minutes, letting our breathing return to normal. “That was….” I tried to explain it, but words failed me.

“Yeah, it was,” Noah agreed to my unspoken sentiment. He leaned in and pressed his lips to my cheek before getting up from the sofa. When he returned, he brought a washcloth and cleaned me up. It was slow and sweet, gentle and kind. The way he touchedme told me there was nothing he wouldn’t do to take care of me. And as I watched him walk out of the bedroom and back into the bathroom, I wondered how I’d lived my life before I knew Noah.

“Are you sure you can’t stay?” he asked as we dressed. “Naked and in bed is a damn good way to spend the night, don’t you think?” Arching his eyebrow, he hinted at all the good things that would happen ifI did, in fact, stay naked and in his bed the entire night.

“I can’t.” Stepping into my shorts, I glanced over his shoulder to the comfy bed calling my name. “Believe me, I want to. Your bed kicks my bed’s ass, but I have to get home. I can call a cab—”

“Like fucking hell you will,” he said, pulling a T-shirt over his head. I loved how he looked all sharp in his work clothes, but seeing himin a beat-up old college shirt and a pair of jeans, ripped at the knees, he was equally as delicious. “Didn’t we just go over this?”

“I know. I just figured—”