Chapter Four
“Ye must be angry.”
Ailis didn’t turn at the familiar voice. She continued watching the man who would be her husband. From the windy edge of the battlements, she could see him as he walked around the keep and the outbuildings of Dun Ara Castle. He didn’t pause too long in any place, but kept walking, covering every square foot within the walls. Since just past dawn, nigh on two hours by her measure, he walked.
“Ye are angry,” Davina said, from a much closer spot than where she’d first spoken.
Ailis closed her eyes for a moment, trying to regain control before speaking. She couldn’t help but shrug free of Davina’s hand when her former closest friend placed it on Ailis’ shoulder in what she thought must be an offer of sympathy.
“I think most reasonable women would be upset and angered, nay stunned, at this, Davina. My father gives me away to a total stranger.” She turned and crossed her arms over her chest. “A man who could be an enemy or ally and who has no claim or right to a chieftain’s daughter.”
When Davina opened her mouth to reply, Ailis shook her head. “And why does he do this? Simply to teach his willful daughter a lesson? To prove he can shame and humiliate her and force her obedience before their clan?”
Refusing to stop now that she’d begun, Ailis shrugged.
“For those reasons and one more; to rid himself of his only daughter now that he has a new wife and a son to inherit all.”
Davina had supplanted Ailis and Ailis’ mother in the keep and in her father’s heart. That was the root of all of this. Ailis refused to accept her former friend’s new place in their family shortly after Ailis’ mother had died. Then Lachlan’s death only months later left her inconsolable and alone, with no one to share that grief. Recently, the birth of her half-brother Kennan had driven the divide even deeper. Her father’s satisfaction at finally having a son overrode any attempt to please his daughter.
A moment passed. Ailis realized that Davina had not disagreed with her. Ailis leaned into the winds across the battlements, trying to let them carry away or dry the tears she couldn’t stop.
“If ye hadna made yer refusals so public, he wouldna have gone to such drastic actions.”
Though her voice was soft, the accusation was harsh and painful. Once, this woman would have defended her and been her counsel when facing the choice of a husband or the loss of her beloved. Once, Davina would have been at her side rather than at her father’s. But the marriage offer Davina accepted made everything different and difficult between them.
Ailis couldn’t deny her own behavior had brought this result. No words came to her. No rebuttal. Her inability to say anything would have become obvious had not a servant approached just then.
“My lady. The babe is ready,” the girl said, bobbing respectfully before them. Kennan was hungry.
Davina nodded at the girl and turned to follow. Part of Ailis was glad to see her go. But another part wanted to beg her forgiveness and exult in her happiness. Just before Davina entered the stairway back into the keep, she stopped.
“He doesna abandon ye, Lis.” Davina walked back closer. “He loves ye and worries over yer happiness. Ye have been so caught up in yer misery, ye havena noticed. Even now, he sends men out to check this man’s story.”
Shocked by this news, Ailis shook her head. Her father was not as calloused as he appeared to be?
“Come up with a real objection or accept Lord Duncan, who yet stands willing to wed ye.” A baby’s wail echoed up the stairs and Davina brought both arms across her chest in a telling gesture. “Think on my words, Lis, and on yer part in this,” Davina said as she walked away.
Ailis stood in the silence that was disturbed only by the sounds of the winds and the seabirds overhead looking for food. She didn’t want to think on what Davina said. Turning back to look over the battlements, she couldn’t see Iain.
When her stomach rumbled loudly, Ailis knew it was past the time when everyone would eat. Did Iain know that? No one had approached him in all the time he walked below. And he’d gone no closer than several paces from anyone. So, she thought not.
He’d looked worn and exhausted when he’d taken leave and gone to the chamber assigned to him. She’d snuck inside because she wanted to find out more about him and the mask he wore. If her gloves covered damaged arms and hands, what did his cover? And what did that piece of cloth that draped over his face and neck hide? Did he sleep in it? She’d found him asleep, sprawled across the table with the bowls and cup pushed aside.
One candle lit the dark shadows of the chamber but ‘twas not enough to see what she wanted to see. The mask lay at his hand and the hood was pushed back, exposing the back of his head. Whether black or brown, she couldn’t tell, but his hair grew in ragged patches across his head. The sides appeared long but the back looked almost sheared off. Her hand reached out and only the slight exhalation and extinguishing of the candle warned her that he’d roused.
“Lady?” As though her thoughts had conjured him up, Iain stood before her now. “They wait at the table below for ye,” he said, holding out his arm to her. With the other, he held the hood to keep it in place when the winds would pull it sideways.
She accepted his arm. To refuse would be rude. She had no reason to treat this man, this puppet, this bluff of her father’s, in such a manner. When they stepped within, he adjusted the hood, tugging it forward so it created a shadow over the mask.
Ailis noticed that their hands were not dissimilar. Both encased in gloves, she felt the ripples of his skin under the thin, worn layer of leather. She knew that his hid the same that hers did, scars from damage. Had his been some injury in a battle? He’d said he was a warrior, so ‘twas possible.
The servants and others who lived and worked in the keep parted as they passed. Ailis heard the whispered questions and saw the pity in their gazes. Lowering her eyes to watch the flagstones of the floor as they walked, she wondered if their pity was for her, the lord’s daughter they knew, or for this stranger being given her in marriage?
Caught up in her thoughts, she didn’t realize he’d slowed until he laid his other gloved hand on hers. He drew her into a small alcove just before the entrance to the hall.
“Ye came to my chamber last night.” He released her hand and lifted her chin. “Why?”
Was this a test of some sort? To see if she had the courage to face him and admit the truth? He wouldn’t find her wanting in this regard.
