My body starts to shake with sobs, making Felicity cry. I try to soothe her, but it doesn’t help since I’m a mess and she feeds off my emotions. Asmodeus comes barreling into the room, concern on his face.
“Are my girls okay? What’s wrong?” He comes over and kisses both our heads as he tries to soothe us.
“Nothing is wrong,” I sob. “I was reading one of my mom’s journals, and it made me sad, which then upset Felicity. I swear I used to not cry this much, but my hormones are haywire.” He takes her from my arms and rocks her, soothing her to sleep.
“It’s okay, I got you. I can lend you my shoulder to cry on. I love you more than words can describe,” he murmured softly to me.
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Chapter 38 - Asmodeus
Blair gave me the most precious gift ever. Felicity was such a sweet baby. From the moment my eyes landed on her, I knew I loved her more than anything, and I would burn the world for her. The first couple of weeks were a nightmare, but we had to figure out a lot and how to parent really.
Felicity didn’t sleep for more than a couple of hours at a time and constantly seemed to be on the boob. I stepped in to take care of her whenever I could to make sure that Blair could rest. Her body needed it; she pushed an entire seven-pound baby out of her. We had gotten her a pump that allowed me to feed Felicity when she was hungry, letting Blair rest. I took her outside a lot since it was in the middle of summer and such lovely weather.
Her favorite place to sleep was my chest, and I damn near melted at how cute she was. Her butt would scrunch up, and she would lie in a tiny ball against my expansive chest. She always looked small and fragile.
I had fallen asleep once while Felicitywas on my chest. It was in the morning and I wanted to give Blair some extra sleep. Waking up only when I heard some noise shuffling around. I opened one eye to see what was going on when I noticed Blair just staring at us.
“What are you doing sweet mate? Are you okay?” I whisper, not wanting to wake up my sweet little girl.
“I just took a shower, and wanted some food. Thank you for letting me sleep in.”
“Of course, you deserve it.”
“I know it’s silly, but I’m about to cry from you two together.” Her eyes fill with tears as she has a beautiful smile on her face, love and appreciation felt through the bond.
“You like what you see, mate?” my eyebrow raises, forcing my cock to behave.
She nods her head as she comes closer. Placing a gentle kiss on Felicity’s head as she lovingly gazes at her the only way a mother could. Then she moved up and kissed me.
“I love you so much.”
Even when we were talking, Felicity normally stayed asleep. For a baby she didn’t make much noise and was a pretty quiet baby, except when she was hungry, she would definitely let you know.
I always heard that the newborn stage would be gone in the blink of an eye. We soaked up every minute of it. I took time off from my projects to spend time with my girls.
Blair was cleared after six weeks to have sex again. She was a bit skeptical at first, until I proved myself. One night while we were laying in bed together cuddling, I whispered in her ear, “mate, can I touch you?” she moans as her body rocks back into me, nodding her head.
I kept my arms wrapped around her body, but my fingerswere able to go to her breast while we still cuddled. Pinching and pulling her nipple between my thumb and index finger. Milk dribbled down as I played with her.
“Fuck, why is that hot?” I growled as I continued to massage her breast. My tail slithers its way up her leg until it reaches her entrance which has already soaked her panties. I rub myself against her as my tail rubs the outside of the fabric, drenching her panties.
“Please–” she begs, her voice breathless and needy. My tail slides beneath her underwear to her entrance, rubbing along her pussy lips. She whimpers, unable to hold back any longer. While massaging her breast, the milk is spilling in a constant flow now, my tail breaches her, taking it slowly. I wanted to make sure not to hurt her.
I was surprised at how horny she was for me once she was cleared. My girl was insatiable. Any chance she could get, she would be on me. In the kitchen, in the bathroom, in the bedroom, on the couch, outside, or in the car. Whatever she needed, I gave it to her.
One of the frustrations about having a newborn was that it was difficult to find time for us to be intimate together, but I made sure to find the time. I wanted to make sure she knew that even though her body had gone through many changes and didn’t look the same, that did not deter me from how I saw her; she was still attractive and beautiful.
Seeing her fall into her motherly role and seeing her with Felicity made me unbelievably feral and hard for her. I walked up to her one evening while she was on the couch, Felicity was on her breast, sucking away at the milk as she was falling asleep. I stood behind her on the couch, bending over my beautiful woman as she fed our child.
“My sweet mate. Do you know how sexy it is to see you take care of our daughter? The way you look at her, the way you talk to her, the way you love her,” I growl deep, my chest vibrating her body.
“Wh-what do you mean? That’s ridiculous, big guy.” She laughs it off, as if she doesn’t believe me, or as if I’m telling a joke.
“Oh don’t test me, mate. I will prove my feelings to you if you want to play this game. You want to self-criticize yourself and doubt my feelings for you and how I see you? It won’t end well for you. I’ll have you screaming my name until you believe me,” my words were a threat and a promise all wrapped in one pretty package.
Fuck, it really did something for me. When Felicity was napping, when she was sleeping, or when I found Blair doing chores, I would take the opportunity to strike. Place and time meant nothing to me.
