Fated mates are real….
Did my parents know any of this?
Were my parents actually fated mates?
Was their death truly an accident?
And the biggest shock of them all… Apparently I’m fated mates with a fertility demon!
What a turn of events for me and my life. I remove my finger from his lips. I pull back and look at him. “I’m sorry for my reaction and assuming you were talking about someone else. I jumped to conclusions and that wasn’t fair of me.” I wince, realizing I made a mistake and hoping he can forgive me. There is no excuse for how I behaved, but I wish my brain would give me a break and think things through before it threw everything out the window.
“I understand,” he murmurs, hurt in his tone.
I shake my head no. “No, it’s not okay. You were being vulnerable with me and instead I was being irrational. You deserve better from me,” I murmur, feeling like a complete and utter tool and asshole.
“I was being vulnerable with you, and your behaviourwasn’t okay. I can definitely agree with that, but that doesn’t mean I don’t understand. I’m sure you have been hurt before and you were just being defensive to protect yourself. It happens. I still want you though, I still want to try with you. Nothing is going to change that.”
I nod my head in understanding. “Okay, that’s fair. In that case, where do we go from here, big buy?” Unease fills my chest, unsure of what will happen now. Afraid I took it too far and he doesn’t want me anymore.
I know this seemed somewhat rushed and a bit psychotic, but everything about this and him feltabsolutely right.I decided why not, might as well dive right in. It’s not every day a demon comes into your life, and supposedly confesses to you that he is your fated mate. Isn’t this what mom had always talked about? The types of stories we read about together? The reason I said no to Heath and left my old life behind?
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Chapter 10 - Asmodeus
Where do we go from here, big guy?To say I am shocked is an understatement. Is she actually accepting this? Why did I think this was going to blow up in my face or that she was going to reject me? I suppose there was a chance of her rejecting me, which would have destroyed me.
If I’m being honest with myself, I felt more vulnerable in that moment more than I ever have before in my life. Telling her I was a demon and that I had a fated mate was heart clenching. The way she pulled back from me when she thought I was talking about someone else, made my vision go black and my heart nearly stopped. All my insecurities and worries came flooding to the surface. I couldn’t lose my mate before I even had a chance with her. I made it very clear who my mate was, I wasn’t going to let her think otherwise.
Is… is this her way of saying yes? To me? To us? And why do I love her calling me big guy? “Are… are you saying what I think you’re saying?” I stutter, my tone laced with confusion.
A small smile blooms across her face, “Come on big guy, ofcourse I’m saying what you think I’m saying,” she deadpans.
I look at her incredulously for a few seconds. “You are accepting me? Accepting us? Demons only have one fated mate. That means you are it for me, Blair. I know that comes off too strong in human customs, but for me, there will never be anyone else but you,” I swallow. “I know you don’t know anything about demons or fated mates but I will take this at whatever pace you decide. Teaching you everything I possibly can, if you want,” I rush out. Wanting her to feel safe and respected.
“Asmodeus, I’m accepting you and us,” she wraps her arms around my neck again and gives me a quick kiss on the lips. “The only thing I ask is if we can go on some dates and get to know each other more.” I nod my head, a smile on my lips. I kiss her again. I run my hand to the back of her head, holding her in place against me. I deepen the kiss, making her moan into my mouth. God, I cannot wait to hear more of those noises from her.
It takes everything in me to pull away, wanting to drown in her. Leaning my forehead against hers. “Anything for you,” I tell her reverently, meaning it with every fiber of my being.
I absolutely needed to taste her right now. I was a starving man and couldn’t bring myself to hold back any longer, wondering if she tastes as good as she smells. Although lily of the valley flowers are poisonous to humans, they aren’t for demons and can be ingested for inebriation and a feeling close to being high. I held her against my body as I quickened my steps, trying not to seem too eager to get back to where I parked, hoping this night wouldn’t end just yet.
We were in the truck now, taking her back to Thea’s house, which, if I had a say, wouldn’t be for long, when I decided totake a detour. It took me about ten minutes to get to the spot I had in mind, where it would be quiet and no one would bother us. She was quiet the whole way, but when I put the truck in park, she gave me a questioning look.Throwing my seatbelt off, I grabbed her and pulled her close to me, my lips crashing against hers. Raw, unrestrained need flooded my body, setting me ablaze. Her lips opened for me right away, allowing me to lick inside her mouth. I pulled back slightly, her face flushed, her lips swollen, and her eyes glazed.
“Get in the back seat for me, little one. I need to taste you. I’ve been dreaming about the way you would taste on my tongue,” my voice husky. As soon as she moved, it hit me like a ton of bricks, the scent of her arousal filling the air and the cab. A moan escaped me, my cock suddenly hard and tight against my pants. She tries to climb over the middle seat, where it was shorter, her ass in front of my face. Holding hips steady, I couldn’t help myself; holding her still right where she was before she even threw her leg over the seat, unable to move. Trapped and at my mercy.
The dress she wore today allowed for easy access, flipping the fabric over so it lay above her hips. Groaning when I notice the sexy pair of green lacy underwear that covers her juicy ass, realizing they match the color of my eyes. Fuck, she’s something else. I move my hands to where they cup her cheeks, a handful in each palm. I massage her ass while she’s writhing in front of me. I bend down and lay kisses and gentle nibbles across her flesh, leaving red marks on her creamy skin. I skim my nose down to her entrance, her arousal filling my lungs. I place open-mouth kisses against the fabric, moaning as I go, barely restraining myself.
My tail decides to take the initiative and pulls down herpanties. The cab gets doused in another wave of her scent. I want her juices all over my seats, that way whenever I get in my truck, it smells like her. I grip her cheeks and spread her open, her pussy lips parting, dripping wet for me. I take a long swipe of her center from clit to crack, relishing in the way her taste bursts on my tongue. I spear my tongue into her, pushing in and out, flicking the tip inside against her g-spot. “Oh god,” she cries.
I double down on my efforts, my tail coming to play with her clit. I can feel her walls pulsing around my tongue, going as deep as I can, my tail building up speed and pressure against her clit. “More, please,” she moans.
Since she was close, I switched tactics. Taking her clit into my mouth and sucking, hard. My tail dips into her entrance and starts a rhythmic pace in and out of her. It curls forward to hit the spot. Her legs start to shake, wetness coating my mouth, face and tail. My cock is painfully hard, throbbing and leaking.
I use the tip of my tongue to rub furiously on her clit while I continue to suck. She begins to rock her hips back, pushing herself deeper on my tail. The tip of my tail starts to flick in rapid movement, setting her off like a rocket. Her pussy spasms around me as she moans and chants my name. I continue my onslaught because I’m not done with her yet, I bet she can come one more time.
In order to get better access, I readjust us, keeping my tail inside her pussy as I push her forward more. Her ass is completely exposed to me, her legs no longer on the front seat, dangling in the air instead. Her head is now resting on the back seat. I brace myself on the front seat, sitting on my knees, wrapping my arms beneath her thighs, which now restagainst my upper arm, holding her weight against them.
I take my tail out for a moment, my fingers replacing it. I stick two fingers inside her, slowly pumping them in and out. I bring my tail over to my mouth, licking her essence off of it. The taste of her makes me moan as my cock jerks in my pants, my tip leaking precome. My balls draw up, on the cusp of coming.
