I tugged her toward me and cupped her face, kissing her as if I could pour everything I was feeling into her.
Her palms rested on my chest, sending tingles through my body.There was something different about this morning.Maybe it was the light shining through the window or the fact that this felt intentional.
Her hands drifted lower to my pants, which were hanging on my hips.She reached around and cupped my ass, her breasts pressing against my chest.
I ground against her, needing nothing between us.
She got the message, shoving my jeans down.I stepped out of them and watched as she hooked her fingers in my briefs and lowered those more slowly, as if to tease me.Except this time, she dropped to her knees and looked up at me from under her eyelashes.
My cock jerked, wanting her attention.
She gripped the base, pumping as my hips thrust into her hold.She licked her lips, and then the precum on the head, and my muscles pulled taut.I wasn't going to survive this.
"I want to see you."
She blinked up at me, waiting a beat before pulling her shirt over her head.She wasn't wearing a bra.
"Everything."
As much as I couldn't wait to have her mouth on me, it was worth it.
When she was naked, she repositioned herself on the floor, her knees on the plush rug.Then she gripped my dick and sucked me into her mouth.
Her mouth was hot and wet, and I wasn't going to last long.I gave her a few seconds, enjoying the sight of her on her knees in front of me, her lips wrapped tight around my length.
Then I hauled her up, placing her on the bed and coming over her.
She widened her legs so that she cradled me, and my dick nudged her entrance.
"We good to go bare?"We'd talked about it once, but she might have changed her mind.
She nodded jerkily.
"You want this with me?"I asked, my dick nudging her entrance again.It wasn't a fair question, not with me so close to slipping inside her, but I wasn't feeling particularly sportsmanlike this morning.
She licked her lips again, and my mind flashed to her knees on the floor, my dick in her mouth."Yes."
I slid inside, and we both stilled, getting used to the feeling of her walls pressing around me, her hands gripping my biceps.There was nowhere else I wanted to be.
For so many years, every minute of my life was planned and dictated, but she was mine to enjoy at my leisure.
There were no demands, only doing what felt good, and right now that was being inside her.
"Ford, I need you to move."Her voice was breathless.
I complied, easing out to the tip, then watching as I slid inside.I had a feeling it wouldn't get old, and I'd never want to be with anyone else.It was only Natasha for me.
I braced my hands on either side of her head, slowly moving so that I rubbed against her clit with every thrust.
She bit her lip as if holding herself back.
"I need you to let go with me."The things I said to her were about so much more than sex, but she wasn't ready to hear them in that context yet.For now, this would have to do.
I leaned down so that I could kiss her, coaxing her to let go, to give into the orgasm that I knew was waiting in the wings.Her grip on me tightened as she cried out.Her head dropped back, and her pussy clamped around me.
I tried to hold back, but it wasn't possible.I thrust one more time deep and emptied into her, wondering what it would be like if we were trying to have a baby.
That idea caught me off guard, and I rolled to my side to give myself a moment to recover.Where had that come from?I hadn't even thought about children when I made the decision to retire.Although retirement made everything easier and more possible.Maybe I was just open to the idea now that I had more free time and was settled?Or maybe it was Natasha.
