She dropped her forehead to mine."Do you have protection?"
"It's inside.But I just had a checkup.I'm clean.Are you on birth control?"
She eased back so that I could see her face."Yes."
There was a familiarity with her that there wasn't with other women.I trusted her, but I'd respect her decision."You want to go bare?"
She reached down, gripping my cock, and all reason flew out of my head.
Her eyes drifted closed, and her head fell back as she sank down.Her walls compressed around me, and the rest of the world fell away.There was nothing except for the two of us here in this moment.
I gripped her hip, sucking her nipple into my mouth again as she glided up and down.Her fingers tangled in the hair at the base of my neck, sending tingles down my spine.
I never wanted anyone like I wanted her.She satisfied something deep in my soul.A need that I'd never been able to satisfy before.
It could have been our childhood connection, our teen love, or even the night at my parents' house, but I suspected it was more.I wondered if she was meant for me.
I tried not to think too hard about that realization, because that meant that I'd walked away from her.That I'd let the best thing in my life go.That didn't sit right with me.
She whimpered when I rolled her nipples, cupping her breasts, and then tugged her down so I could kiss her.Her movements became jerky, her rhythm uneven.I gripped both of her hips and drove into her from underneath, needing her to move faster.
Her body stiffened as she cried out.Then her walls spasmed around me, drawing my orgasm to the surface.I couldn't hold back and came with a roar.
Her forehead dropped to mine, and our breaths were ragged, uneven."I can't believe that just happened."
I stroked the damp strands of her hair.I bit back the words that I could believe it.That nothing about this evening felt like a surprise.Instead, it was a culmination of our entire lives.We were always going to end up in this moment.
A few years ago, I would have thought the idea was wild and completely impossible.But now, it felt right.I was exactly where I was supposed to be.
I was here with her.
She sat up slightly."I never in my wildest dreams would have thought we'd hook up again."
"Yeah."The lie rolled from my lips even though I didn't like her characterization of our coming together.I let it go for now.Maybe she needed to distance herself in this moment, to pretend that it wasn't as intense or as earth-shattering as it was.
She eased off me and sat on the bench next to me.She didn't bother to cover herself, and I wondered if she'd ever bathed naked in the tub before.Or was she that comfortable with me?
She bit her lip."I didn't mean for that to happen.I really wanted to show you the view and extend an olive branch for friendship."
I reached over and tucked a chunk of hair behind her ear."We barreled right past friendship and into lust."
She smiled."This complicates everything when I wanted to make it simpler."
"It doesn't have to," I said lightly, carefully masking the pain her words caused me."We can satisfy our desires and work together without any issues."
She raised a disbelieving brow."Are you sure about that?"
I was positive about her, about us being together, but I didn't know where her head was at.It seemed like she was distancing herself from this, or she was lying to herself about what it meant.Either way, I could afford to give her time.
"Let's watch the snow come down and enjoy the wine."I reached for the bottle and poured it.
She lifted her phone and scrolled to the weather app."We're supposed to get a lot of snow.You should head back soon if you want to be safe."
I sank into the water, enjoying the warmth and the snow."What if I don't want to leave?"
She chewed her lip again."I suppose you could stay."
I hauled her into my lap, nibbling her neck as her head fell back."I was hoping you'd say that."
