I nod and reach over to his drawer to get the lube, squeezing some onto his hand for him.
“Gonna get you nice and ready for my cock. Breathe for me,” he murmurs, running his finger over my hole.
I don’t think I’ll ever get used to the feeling of him touching me there, it’s the most intense thing I’ve ever felt. As I exhale he presses his finger into me, filling me.
“Holy shit, how is your dick ever going to fit inside me.”
“I told you, we can take it slow,” he whispers, kissing me and helping me relax around him.
He continues to work me, every so often brushing against the spot that makes me see stars.
“You ready to try?” he asks.
I nod. “Yeah, do I need to get on all fours?”
“I’d kind of like to face you, if that’s okay?” he chuckles. “I want to kiss you and look at you while I’m inside you.”
“Oh, yeah,” I say, feeling stupid. “Sorry, I was just thinking about what I’ve seen in porn.”
“It’s okay, there are lots of positions we can try to see what’s most comfortable for you, they’ll all feel slightly different.”
“They will? Sorry, I didn’t get to this part in the book Jamie let me borrow.”
“Please stop apologizing, baby, I’m here, I’ve got you,” he says. “A lot of people find it easier to be on top for their first time, so they can control the depth, but it means taking more of the lead. Would you prefer it if I’m the one in control, so you can lie back and enjoy it?”
“Yeah… I think so… I think I’ll panic and worry if I’m on top.”
He kneels up, hovering over me. “I’m not going to do anything yet; I’m just going to put you in a position and kiss you for a bit to get used to it. That okay?”
I nod, and he nestles himself between my legs, before pushing them back towards my chest. He holds himself upon his hands but leans down to kiss me, while his hard dick rubs between my ass cheeks.
“Fuck,” I moan, “even this feels intense.”
“And we can stick with this, it’s hot as hell for me,” he grins, “you know how much I like having you beneath me.”
“No, I want more,” I say, desperate to feel him inside of me.
He reaches for the lube and applies loads to his dick so it’s practically dripping off him, before applying more to his hand and fingering me once again.
“Oh shit,” I gasp, “this does feel more intense.”
“Good though?”
“Mm-hmm,” I moan, finding it hard to form words.
He removes his finger and settles the head of his dick by my entrance.
“Breathe, baby,” he whispers, and as I exhale he gently pushes in.
I don’t even know how to describe the sound that escapes me as he breaches me, and it’s not helped by the moan that emanates from him.
“Fuck, Donovan!”
The next time I breathe out, he pushes in further, filling me in a way that feels like it’s too much, like I don’t know what to do with all of the sensations.
“Are you all the way in?”
“No, baby,” he shakes his head, “not even close, but this feels amazing, we don’t have to go any further.”
