I was hard as a stone. The loss of air and the feeling of being used for his pleasure just pushed me farther until I was sure I could come and never touch my own cock at all. I’d never been this turned on, and I wasn’t doing anything but let my mouth be a vessel for my man. Well, my man for now, anyway.
“Fuck, I knew that mouth would be good, but I didn’t think you’d be able to take it all. You’re a talented little cock sucker aren’t you, cub? I can’t decide which I like better, your ass or your mouth.”
My moans were my only response. I couldn’t be quiet when I was reaching for my own orgasm, from his words and his cock in my throat alone. Fuck, it was perfect.
“Suck and swallow, you little cock slut. Show me you love it.”
I hallowed my cheeks, swallowing his tip down into my throat. Then taking a chance, I slipped one finger back into the crease of his ass and pushed on his hole, slipping in about an inch.
“Fuck, Fuck, Fuck yeah, that’s it!”
The first thick spurts of cum slid down my throat, and I was lost to the filthy sensation. On my knees in a prison shower, audience of convicts all around listening and watching, I had my first ever orgasm with no stimulation but my mind and the feel of my partner. Fucking hell, I had never thought it was possible, but the cum dripping down onto the floor from my softening cock told another story. This was heaven and hell all rolled into one. I could never separate the good from the bad at this point.
I gave Ze’s cock a few licks and sucks before letting it fall back between his legs. He had his head back, face fully in the spray, so I took another opportunity and nuzzled Ze for a minute. I knew he wouldn’t let me show much affection, but I needed to at least do this. He could have made this painful, humiliating or embarrassing at the least. But he’d made it good for me in a way even I hadn't known I needed. We made a good team, at least in this. That was a start to a friendship I hoped in the very least.
My nose found his belly, and I nuzzled his fur, rubbing my cheeks against him like my animal would have been tempted to do if I could have shifted. It was another way to mark what was yours even though in this form it would only be symbolic. However the second Ze realized what I was doing, he put a stop to it immediately.
“That’s enough, cub. Get yourself clean, so we can go get some food, such as it is. I have things to do today, and you’re wasting time.”
It wasn’t a waste to me, but I knew he was right. While Ze toweled off and got dressed himself, I soaped, washed, and rinsed in less than two minutes. Then I scurried to turn off the water and get dressed, making it just in time to catch up to him as he started heading toward the door. We met up with Luke and Geordie, and I was so glad to see his smiling face. I caught a glimpse of them in their own shower stall near ours but hadn’t had a chance to see if they had done anything like we had. If they did, I wanted to watch.
This new side of myself I was discovering wanted to explore all of the possibilities. I might be imprisoned, but there was also a sense of freedom now that was never there before. There were no societal standards, no manners or rules of behavior. If I could get away with it, I could do it in here, and that was a heady feeling. As long as I played my part with Ze and stayed under his protection, I was free to explore what I’d never been able to explore before. And voyeurism was at the top of the list. With minimal privacy, this was the perfect place to see and be seen literally. And I wanted to experience both. As these thoughts were running through my mind, I felt a nudge on my shoulder.
“Hey, Nial. Nice to see you up and around again. You had us all worried for a while. Ze was…well, never mind about that, but we were all worried. That was quite a show you put on in there. You’re feeling better and settling in nicely I see.”
Geordie was smiling his same toothy smile, and his green eyes were magnified by his thick glasses today. His blond hair was the same color as mine, but it was cut shorter today than it had been. I couldn’t help but smile in return when I saw that smile. It was infectious.
“Yeah, everything’s good, thanks Geordie.” I smiled and giggled a little when Geordie did a little dance as we walked down the stairs. He was moving to some beat in his head that only he could follow, but his movements were much more fluid than I would have expected from a guy with the very nerdy vibe he gave off.
“I’m feeling great, actually. The infirmary here is very good. I have to ask you, why are you in such a good mood today? Actually, why are you always in a good mood? You don’t seem to be upset at all that you’re in prison. Why is that?”
Geordie danced to the bottom of the stairs, grabbed onto my hand and pulled me toward the food line that had started to form. The front of the line was holding back, milling around and waiting for something. Since this was the first time I’d been in this situation, I had no idea what they were waiting for, until Ze and Luke walked right up to the front of the line and began getting their trays. Ze looked over his shoulder and motioned to Geordie and me, so we both moved to the front, right behind our protectors and proceeded to get our food first. I was stunned, by this whole situation but didn’t show it.
“This is why I’m not upset to be in here, Nial. Ze and Luke are in charge of this place. Ze, Luke, and I got here on the same day. Ze immediately challenged the guy in charge, which happened to be Culin. It was the first Shifted challenge they’d had in here for years! It was so exciting when Ze pinned Culin and won. It meant the big cats in here didn’t have to be subservient to the wolves anymore.”
We chose our food from the meager selection of chicken or beef. I assumed that was what they were. The starches were some rice pudding or potatoes. There weren’t any vegetables or fruits on the line at all, and I’d remembered Ze had mentioned those were luxuries that had to be paid for. As we made our way to the tables we’d sat at my first day, Geordie continued explaining.
“Now we get first line for food, choice of the shower stalls and we get our own area on the floor, right here. And any shifter in here under our protection is officially off limits. We’ve claimed almost every small shifter and cat that’s come through in the last nine months. Culin really wanted you bad to risk taking on Ze for you. He backed down, but I could tell he was pissed. I really wish they had fought again. I would love to see Ze shift into his lion. Mmmmm, he’s the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever seen with all that black mane flowing around his face. Damn, he’s beautiful.”
“Oh, really? You think Ze is gorgeous when he shifts, Geo?”
Geordie’s eyes got even bigger behind his glasses than I thought possible and his whole face flushed a pretty pink. He knew he’d been caught by Luke, so he got himself together in a split second and turned to his man sitting behind him.
“Of course he is, Lulu, you think so, too. I know you do. But, I was just saying that because Nial’s never had a chance to see Ze shift yet. He needed to know his man isn’t just gorgeous in this body, but in the other one, too.”
I turned my head down to my plate and shoved a fork of something resembling chicken into my mouth before I could laugh out loud. I had to give it to Geordie. He could bullshit with the best of them, for sure.
“Geo, love, what am I going to do with you? Even when I know you’re bullshitting me and telling me the sky is red, I still think you’re gorgeous and perfect.”
Luke ran his hands through Geordie’s hair several times in a petting motion, causing Geordie to rub into his hand. A purring sound began deep in Geordie’s chest, and a similar rumble coming from Luke answered it. Once Geordie was loose and completely compliant, Luke took his mouth in a soul-sucking kiss that lasted minutes. Their tongues dueled, and their lips sucked. It was hard to focus on my food, with a show that erotic going on right in front of me. Ze thought so, too.
“We can’t let them show us up, cub. Come here and give me that pouty pink mouth.”
My gaze shot up from my almost empty plate to see Ze’s laser focus on me. I took a drink of water to clear my mouth, then got up and walked over to Ze’s side of the table. His hand reached out and took my arm, moving me to stand in front of him.
I had other ideas. All eyes in the place were on us, I could feel them, so I would make this a show worth seeing.
I widened my stance and straddled his legs, then lowered myself onto his lap, moving forward until my balls nuzzled up against his length. I ran my hands through his thick dark beard, moving my fingers through the thick fur and following it around to the back of his neck where his hair turned softer, silkier. I pet him a moment, then lowered my lips to his, breathing words into his mouth right before we kissed.
