It wasn’t my arrogance speaking either. I couldn’t shake his grip on me, but I sensed it weakening before he let go. I didn't know the reason, but it was true. I was sure it had something to do with Reverie. I even looked for a mark but found nothing.
I got up and headed into the kitchen for a beer. Twisting the top off, I turned it up, finishing it in one swallow. I threw the bottle into the trash and headed into my room to shower.
Stripping down, I stepped in and ducked my head under the warm spray. I had decisions to make that couldn’t be put off any longer.
My feelings for Reverie were unmistakable, and I was tired of denying them. Watching the other guys hold her while I couldn’t drove me crazy with envy.
I hated seeing her upset. What I had done this morning was merely the beginning of how far I would go to keep her safe from harm.
Seeing her lying there on the couch, upset and not understanding what was happening, drove me crazy. Those beautiful eyes should never be filled with worry. If I could snap my fingers and get rid of all of my obligations, I’d take her tiny body in my arms and dare someone to fuck with her.
Every time I said something that caused her pain, I wanted to vomit. It felt unnatural and disgusting to utter words that hurt her, but I had to do it. I could see her looking at me with more affection than she should, and I needed to kill it.
I thought pushing her away would lessen her pain when she found out about my betrayal. Imagine my astonishment when I found out that Nathan and Oren already knew. I really shouldn’t be surprised.
They skulked in the shadows, looking for any danger that might get close to Reverie. Vetting every guy who was a potential Faction member was probably Oren's first action.
It was time I figured out a way to escape my obligations. Would Oren be willing to help with that? Maybe it was time to swallow my pride and ask him. I had a feeling he’d do just about anything to complete our Faction.
I’d owe him a debt I could never repay. Being able to touch Reverie and give in to my feelings was everything I wished for. The ability to touch her satin skin and kiss those plump red lips would be worth everything. I groaned thinking about the pigtails she’d worn today and what they’d feel like held in my fists as I drove my dick deep into her throat.
I groaned as I reached for my cock, gliding my hand up and down the shaft. I had to squeeze below the head when my thoughts of Reverie almost caused me to come instantly. I wanted this to last.
Fantasizing about her was all that I had.
I’d let her suck me for a few minutes before I’d use her pigtails to hold her still while I fucked her face. She’d willingly open her throat and let me go deep while tears poured down her cheeks.
I resumed stroking my dick, unable to resist, as my fantasies built. I’d pick her up and put her legs over my shoulders to bring her pussy close to my face. Then I’d grip that luscious ass while I ate her sweet cunt until she came all over me.
It only took a few more pumps of my hand, and I couldn’t hold back any longer, “Reverie… fuuuck!” I came, spraying the shower as I felt my legs grow weak.
Fuck, if using my hand and fantasizing about her made me come this hard, the real thing might kill me.
I stepped out of the shower and dried off, feeling better about things. And a hell of a lot lighter.
I had made my decision. I would approach Oren tomorrow.
I was done fighting.
Hearing a knock on the door, I threw on some grey sweatpants and a T-shirt.
When I got to the door, I heard giggling that stopped abruptly when I opened it.
“Hey, Jet, we didn’t see you at dinner and thought we’d bring you something to eat,” Sophie batted her eyes.
Kristine stood next to her, smiling. “We brought plenty for you and Nathan.” She held up two bags of food.
“Nathan’s not here, and I’m not hungry.” I started to shut the door.
Kristine extended her hand to stop it from closing and looked me in the eye.
“A great big man like you probably has an insatiable appetite.”
The next thing I knew, we were all sitting on the couch, and I was between them. My head hurt, and I massaged my temples to relieve the pain.
“Take another bite. I know you want to.” I automatically opened my mouth to accept the food Sophie put in my mouth.
What the fuck was going on? I didn’t remember sitting down or them coming in.
