I didn't regret it. If possible, I would have bonded with them just days after we met. All the guys, even Jet, felt like they belonged to me from the beginning.
I took a moment to close my eyes and check on my well of power. My breath caught at the sight. It was simply beautiful: my usual amber blended with vibrant green, enchanting purple, bright yellow, and the deepest red, creating a mesmerizing ball of fire. It was ever-changing, with the power ebbing and flowing as the flames danced sinuously.
I noticed Pantar curled up at my feet in his smallest form.
“Busy day, Nexus?”He grinned, showing all of his sharp teeth.
“Yes, you could say that.” I blinked rapidly, trying to hold in tears. The surprises kept coming, and I’d really appreciate a moment to process before the next one occurred.
Pantar walked up my legs and nuzzled the side of my face.
“You will be fine. There is a reason for everything happening.”
I knew he was right and took a deep breath. I was stronger than this. With all these amazing men bonded to me, I could deal with anything.
“Not to mention the amazing Fellat you have by your side.”Pantar licked my cheek before springing off the couch, enlarging to the size of a large leopard mid-leap.“I will be back, Nexus. Your men will take care of you.”
He disappeared before I could ask where he was off to. Pantar’s comings and goings were a mystery to me most of the time.
Zeke must have heard me moving around because he walked over from the kitchen. “Hello, my treasure. Are you hungry?” he smiled warmly. “And I didn’t hear you. I felt your hunger like it was my own. That’s going to help tremendously with taking care of you.”
That’s going to take some getting used to. “How are you doing with everything that happened?” I could feel his emotions, but I wanted to hear him say it out loud. Before he could answer, my stomach let out a deep growl.
“You know how I feel. I would have bonded with you when you entered the room on the first day we met.” He leaned down and kissed me softly, lingering for a short moment. “Let me get you something to eat, then we can all talk.”
Zeke kissed me again and returned to the kitchen.
When he entered, I saw Nathan and Zane turn my way. I didn’t see Jet or Oren and was a little disappointed.
“I wouldn’t have left if it wasn’t important for your safety. It’s imperative that my routine not change, especially now. Eat and rest. I’ll return as soon as possible, and we’ll discuss everything.”
“Okay, stay safe.”I felt a kiss on my forehead. How the hell did he do that? That man was still keeping secrets. Lucky for him, I knew whatever they were, he meant no harm. I’d trust that he’d tell us everything when he was ready.
I closed my eyes and dozed off again.
“Hey, my Nexi, open those beautiful eyes so the ginger can feed you. He’s going to lose his shit if your stomach makes one more noise.” Nathan kissed the tip of my nose.
I smiled and opened my eyes to three of the most beautiful men on the planet… with three of the firmest, most bite-worthy asses I’d ever seen.
Where did that thought come from? It was true, but why was I thinking about their asses… and those abs.
Damn, was it hot in here? Did I have drool running down my face?
“Aww, precious girl, I know I’m handsome, but your eyes deceive you concerning these other two.” Zane’s smile was as cocky as ever. “And my ass is, without doubt, exquisite.”
I smirked, loving his sass… ass… no, definitely his sass, and then my eyes widened, “Are y’all hearing my thoughts?”
“Some of them.” Zeke rubbed the back of his neck and ducked his head, trying to hide his grin.
“More like all of them.” Nathan laughed. “I think you’d be more truthful if you’d ended with ass. Though, I think mine is better.”
“The hell you say? I can crack walnuts with mine.” Zane smiled brilliantly. “Tell him, Zeke.”
“We promised never to discuss that night, ever again.” Zeke narrowed his eyes at Zane.
Zane pouted, “You’re right. What happens at camp stays at camp.” Then he looked at me and whispered, “I’ll tell you later why my brother wants that night to be kept quiet. It involves a clothespin, a rooster, peanut butter, and plastic wrap.”
Zeke started for him, and Zane leaped over the couch, almost hitting the ceiling.