“You… You don’t have to do this,” he stuttered.
“I want us to be equals in this, Jesse.” I leaned down, kissing up his neck as I worked his cock with my fist. “I don’t want to just take from you all the time… I want togivetoo. Let me give you this,” I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. “I’ve wanted to for a long time.”
Jesse’s eyes widened as he finally understood what I was offering. “Cole... you’ve never...”
“I know,” I said, positioning myself over him. “But I want it to be you. Only you.”
His hands came to rest on my hips, steadying me. “Are you sure? We don’t have to rush this.”
I nodded, more certain than I’d been about anything in a long time. “I’m sure. I’ve been thinking about it for weeks.”
I reached behind me, guiding his slicked cock to my entrance. I’d experimented a little on my own these past weeks, when the loneliness became too much to bear. Thinking of Jesse, imagining it was him touching me in places I’d never allowedanyone to touch before. But nothing could have prepared me for the real thing.
“Go slow,” Jesse murmured, his thumbs drawing gentle circles on my hipbones. “Take your time.”
I pressed down slightly, feeling the pressure of his cock head against my hole. The initial resistance made me tense, my breath catching in my throat.
“Relax,” Jesse coached, his voice soothing. “Breathe out as you push down.”
I followed his instructions, exhaling slowly as I sank down. The stretch burned, a sharp pain that made me freeze halfway.
“You okay?” Jesse asked, concern etched across his features. His hands trembled slightly against my skin, and I knew he was restraining himself, fighting the urge to thrust upward.
“Yeah,” I managed, my voice strained. “Just... give me a second.”
He nodded, his eyes never leaving mine. “Take all the time you need. We’ve got all night.”
I took several deep breaths, willing my body to relax around the intrusion. Gradually, the burning subsided, replaced by a strange fullness that wasn’t entirely unpleasant. I sank down another inch, then another, until I felt the metal of his piercing slide past my rim, sending a jolt of sensation up my spine.
“Fuck,” I gasped, my thighs trembling with the effort of holding myself up.
“You’re doing so good,” Jesse encouraged, his voice tight with restraint. “Sofuckinggood, Cole.”
Finally, I was fully seated, Jesse buried completely inside me. I stayed still, adjusting to the feeling of being filled so completely. It was overwhelming… the stretch, the pressure, the intimacy of being joined with him in this way.
“How does it feel?” Jesse asked, his hands moving from my hips to stroke my thighs.
“Different,” I admitted, shifting slightly and gasping as the movement sent sparks of pleasure through me. “But good. Really good.”
Jesse smiled up at me. His eyes shone with a warmth I’d never seen directed at me before. Not from anyone. It made me feel both powerful and vulnerable at the same time, like he was seeing straight through to parts of me I’d kept hidden my entire life.
“I love you,” he whispered, reaching up to cup my face. “God, Cole, you have no idea how much.”
Those words gave me the courage I needed. I braced my hands on his chest and began to move, lifting myself up slowly before sinking back down. The piercing dragged against my insides in a way that made me gasp, a sharp bolt of pleasure I hadn’t expected.
“That’s it,” Jesse encouraged, his thumbs brushing over my nipples. “Find your rhythm.”
I moved cautiously at first, testing the sensations, learning what felt good. Each time I sank down, taking him deep inside me, I felt a jolt of pleasure that made my cock twitch. My movements grew more confident as the initial discomfort faded, replaced by waves of sensation I couldn’t have imagined.
“Fuck, Jesse,” I groaned, rolling my hips experimentally. “This feels... Christ, it feelsamazing.”
His hands roamed my body, touching me everywhere—my chest, my sides, my thighs. When his fingers wrapped around my neglected cock, I nearly shouted with relief.
“You look so beautiful like this,” he murmured, stroking me in time with my movements. “Taking my cock like a champ. Like you were made for this.”
I’d never felt so exposed, so raw. Being on top, controlling the pace while simultaneously giving up a kind of control I’d never surrendered before… it was overwhelming in the best possibleway. Jesse filled me completely, stretching me open, the slight curve of his cock hitting places inside me that sent electricity shooting up my spine.
“Right there,” I gasped when he shifted slightly, changing the angle. “Oh god, right there.”
