“Please,” I beg him now, opening my eyes to catch him looking at me with such desire, and yet such tenderness.I have to squeeze them quickly shut again in case I start thinking about him, about this moment, about how much I’ve longed for it.
Heat pools between my legs, and finally, the pleasure is too much and I grab Matt’s neck and pull him against me and come against his fingers in wave after wave, my heartracing, my head thrown back, my free hand grabbing at the sand for purchase.
“God, that was...amazing,” I moan, as the waves begin to ease.
“You’re so perfect,” he replies.“I could watch you forever, Chloe.”
“Stop it,” I say, blushing.I come back to my body while Matt kisses me once on the lips, and shakes his head in disbelief.
He has a smug look on his face as he pulls his hand free again, but this time, he moves it to his own crotch.I glance down at the huge erection he’s trying awkwardly to contain in his swim shorts, and I bite my lip.
“Sorry, but you were too hot,” he concedes, burrowing his face into my neck, inhaling me.“And you smell so good.Chloe, I want to do that for you whenever you’ll let me.”
“I want to do that for you too,” I say, allowing him to lie against me for a few minutes, as I catch my breath.“I wish...I mean, I reallyreallywish—”
“Chloe!Matt!Where are you?”Jasper’s raspy voice calls out from inside the house.“Vacation is over.Get your asses inside.I think I got some ideas.”
“Coming!”I quickly shout.
“Again?”says Matt, eyeing me up as I stand and brush the sand off my thighs.
I grin at him as reality bites, and then I grimace.“We shouldn’t have done that.”
“If you say so,” he says, raising his hands.“But I’m glad it happened.I can’t resist you.”
“You’re going to be the death of me,” I say, standing up,legs weak.God, how I want to be back on that towel, letting him absolutely ravish me from here to forever.
“I’m glad it happened too, and I selfishly want more,” I confess to him, which makes his eyes sparkle with mischief.I shake my head, irritated, amused, wanting to smack him in the mouth.
Instead, I lean in and kiss him hard.“Come on.We have a job to do.”
CHAPTER 16
Matt
Mexico Grand Prix
Qualifying
She so completely has me wrapped around her finger.And she has no clue.
I watch Chloe walk around the back of the garage, and I have to work hard not to think about her splayed out on that sand.All mine.Almost.
She’s in tight jeans, rolled halfway up her calves, new trainers, and a white dress shirt with a couple of logos signed into the breast.She’s wearing her glasses today, looking so businesslike.So serious.The team principal.I wonder at the thought of the old Chloe seeing herself as she is today.She would be so proud, if she ever believed it.
Chloe and I were offered a room to stay at Jasper’s house, but she put an end to that idea quickly.
“I want to go back, Matt,” she said after Jasper had given us his thoughts.“Get our heads in the game and prep for the week.”
As much as I wanted to stay in that room with her, to do things to her and watch her writhe with pleasure, I have to step carefully here.These are her rules, after all.Even if I want to break them every second I can.
We traveled back to Mexico City by car, and Chloe made her excuses and left me alone to fend for myself with the rest of the Arden team.She hadshit to do, she told me plainly, in front of everyone.Clear as day she didn’t want me to bother her.
So, I hung out with Archie.I trained hard.I spoke to my therapist.And I focused on the thing I know Chloe really needs from me now: a fast race.
And I’m not just being altruistic; I can’t help but feel that any win on the track will be a win off it too.If I can get some good laps in for Chloe, if not for myself, then maybe she’ll open herself up a little more to me.
I smile to myself at the thought of it as Jasper crouches down beside the car to talk to me.
