“Real.”
That last vestiges of restraint left me, snapping completely like a frayed piece of string.
I pushed him back and quickly unlatched his belt with shaky hands. He helped me divest him of his trousers, his hands on mine as I lowered them down his hips before he kicked them off.
When he was as naked as I was, I gasped at the sight of him. He was massive and already hard for me.Fuck, if I wasn’t already dripping for him, I would have been now.
I pushed up onto my knees, guiding him to lay down on his back.
He hesitated at first, gripping my waist. The bastard absolutely hated giving up control. But I wanted to show him how real this was for me.
Howdifferentthis was.
This wasn’t a quick fuck with a random guy after a pint of ale. This was… well, it was everything.
I pried his fingers off my skin and forced his arms to his sides. Then I moved down on the bed slowly, keeping my attention fixed on his face. He clenched his fists as I let my hair tickle his skin on my way, but when I grasped his length, he melted.
The reaction gave me the courage to continue. This was only the start of everything I wanted to give to him.
I brought my mouth down next, licking the length of him slowly.
He cursed and stammered, his words damn near incomprehensible as I ran my mouth over him again and again and again.
His thighs clenched, his abs flickered.
“Rummy,” he growled, a warning.
That only spurred me on. I dragged my tongue up his length in one long sweep then closed my lips around him and sucked him into my mouth.
His natural instinct was to buck against me, but I was ready. I pinned him down with an arm across his hips and sucked with more fervor.
Big, strong Jessiah melting beneath my mouth.
It was a glorious fucking sight.
Soon, Jessiah tensed. Certain he was close to coming, I doubled down, using my mouth and a hand to pleasure him. But instead of letting go, he gripped my shoulders and yanked my body up to his, rolling us over so he was on top.
I gasped in surprise, but he swallowed the sound, swiping his tongue along mine.
The need between my thighs grew with each passing second. I spread for him, and he settled naturally into place, the tip of him lining up with my entrance.
But rather than push inside, he continued kissing me, waiting, as if he had no problem taking his time with me.
I wasn’t so patient.
I ground my body against him, desperate to feel all of him.
“Please,” I whispered. “Please, Jessiah.”
A satisfied growl rumbled deep in his chest. “Say my name like that again, and this will be over before it even begins.”
Goddess above.
His name rolled off my tongue again and again and again, until the world disappeared, until our past disappeared, until everything buthimdisappeared.
And as I lay beside him drifting off to sleep, my chest welled with an emotion that I hadn’t felt in a very, very long time.
True happiness.
