“Welcome home, your grace. My name is Bailey.” If anything, the butler was older than Huntley, and smiling at him, Grace was actually worried he would keel over at any second. She glanced over at Nicholas and released his arm. She couldn’t help but notice her husband’s earlier relaxed manner had taken flight. Instead, she was standing next to a cold stranger. She frowned, feeling her heart sink. The Duke stripped off his coat and handed it to the elderly butler before turning to look down at her.
“It is yours to do with as you like,” he said carelessly.
For whatever reason, Grace realized her husband had no love for this house. Before she could make another comment, they were joined by a tall, thin woman who offered a quick curtsy along with a wide smile, immediately setting Grace at ease.
“Welcome, your grace. I’m Mrs Jenks, your housekeeper.”
Nicholas nodded. “Could you prepare a cold repast in the small drawing room. We have not eaten since lunch.” Mrs Jenks nodded and made to show her mistress the way.
“Has my valet arrived?”
“He is attending to your rooms, your grace,” Mrs Jenks informed him. Then she paused before continuing hesitantly. “You are probably aware, your grace, that we are particularly underserviced. The old Duke … your father … did not wish to keep on more than a token number as he only very rarely ventured up to London in hislatter years.”
Nicholas nodded again. “It’s my intention to rectify the deficiency as soon as possible. I will require a full complement of servants to be retained at all times. The first of which will be a lady’s maid to attend my wife. We will discuss requirements tomorrow in my study.”
Mrs Jenks smiled again, clearly relieved. “If you would be good enough to follow me, your grace.”
Grace smiled gratefully at the housekeeper and followed her up the stairs. The only light came from the candles flickering in the sconces on the walls, emphasising the gloomy atmosphere. The small drawing room however was much more welcoming. It was decorated in varying shades of pale green which had clearly seen a feminine touch.
“This was my mother’s favourite room.” She turned as Nicholas walked through the door behind her. Grace nodded and looked around her in delight. “Your mother plainly had beautiful taste. Please don’t think me rude Nicholas, but if the rest of the house were decorated as this, it would be extremely pleasing.”
“My mother never got the chance to redecorate the rest of the house before she died, and my father had no time for fripperies. To him, this was simply somewhere to stay when he had business in London.”
Grace frowned, seating herself on the sofa nearest to the fire and removing her cloak. “Your father must have been a very unhappy man,” she murmured.
“I hope so.” Grace recoiled at the bitterness in her husband’s voice and berated herself for bringing the matter up. There did not seem to be anything else to say, and they lapsed into a slightly uneasy silence as they waited for the cold repast to be brought up. Grace made herself comfortable against the velvet cushions, contenting herself with furtive glances at her husband’s saturnine features. Eventually, she could stand the tense silence no longer and was on the verge of requesting Nicholas show her to her bedchamber. Fortunately, just as shewas clearing her throat to voice her request, the door opened to admit Mrs Jenks and a young girl who was carrying a tray almost as big as she was. Fighting the urge to jump up and help, Grace forced herself to remain seated, knowing her assistance would not be welcome. She remained unmoving until the door closed behind the servants and Nicholas invited her to pour the tea.
In truth, Nicholas was consumed with trepidation. He had not expected to confide in his wife, but the desire to unburden himself had been simply too overwhelming. While perhaps not a conventional beauty, Grace had a sweetness of spirit that was hard to ignore. What would she say if she knew the full truth?
That her husband had fathered an illegitimate child with a basketmaker who’d died giving birth to him?
For ten long years, Nicholas had paid for his son’s upkeep, seeing John whenever he was in port, until the lad had been old enough to accompany his father to sea.
To his death.
Nicholas squeezed his eyes shut, pushing the memories away with agonising practice. No one knew the cabin boy had been his son. Not even John himself.
But for the first time, he was tempted to confess the story in its entirety. Desperate for another living soul to fully understand the depth of his grief.
Would Grace turn away from him, or would she provide the comfort and absolution he ached for?
And that was the main reason for his fear. For good or ill, he finally recognised that his wife was becoming far more than simply a means to an end.
∞∞∞
Grace winced for the umpteenth time as thedressmaker missed the fabric with the sharp pin and got the skin at her side instead, forcing herself not to move lest the woman fuss at her again. She’d been standing on the block for most of the day, draped with more fabric than she’d ever seen in her life. Walking dresses - in a wide variety of colours of course; riding habits – despite the fact that she couldn’t ride; ball gowns – at least half a dozen – despite the fact that to Grace’s knowledge she would only be attending one ball; bonnets; shawls; gloves; slippers. The list went on and on. To Grace’s mind, it was all a colossal waste of money.
Automatically following the dressmaker’s instructions, Grace’s thoughts drifted back to Nicholas. While he’d come to her room to make love to her each night, he had yet to remain until the morning. Her husband continued to enflame in her a passion she’d previously thought impossible, taking her again and again to giddying heights with his wild kisses and intimate caresses, before bringing her and himself to shuddering fulfilment. But once their desire was slaked, he always bade her goodnight, and returned to his own chamber.
While she had woken more than once to distant shouts and cries, she had nevertheless remained in her own bed, understanding that Nicholas preferred to distance her from his torment. She was finding it more and more difficult to suppress the hurt that he favoured Malcolm over his wife to ease his suffering. After their discussion at the coaching inn, she’d been so hopeful he would turn to her. But the gap seemed wider than ever. She longed for their closeness to extend beyond the bedroom but had no idea how to bridge the gulf that persisted between them.
She sighed. Perhaps in due time.
They’d been in London for five days, and although they now had a full complement of household servants, including a pleasant but talkative lady’s maid who delighted in regaling her mistress with all the latest on-dits, they had yet to leave the gloomytownhouse. Grace knew Nicholas had been too busy to show her the sights of London, but they had not received any callers either, and while she was filled with trepidation at the idea of entertaining, she couldn’t help but wonder, given their social standing, why no one had even left their card.
“Très magnifique.” The satisfied words brought her back to the present, and glancing in the full-length mirror, Grace couldn’t stifle the pure feminine thrill she felt when she saw that the fashionably French modiste had wrapped her in the most beautiful shimmering gold fabric, announcing in her broken English that “Thees vill be the one for madam’s debut. You vill be ravishment.”
Of course, providing she didn’t turn into a human pincushion by then.
