One that he might grow to feel about the same way I’ve always felt about him?
Because I’m so far in love with him, wrapped up in him, that it tangles with the years we’ve known each other.
The years I considered him my best friend.
The years I thought I was too young to be his.
That he had someone else that was more important than me.
But have I been his this whole time?
He looks at me like I’m a revelation.
It’s breaking something open in me. Squeezing his hips with my own, I rub us together. Our moans blend, and now that I’ve started the movement, it seems endless.
Pleasure burns through me like some eternal energy source. When he shifts, notching the head of his cock against my entrance, we both still.
The moment is bittersweet.
A first that reaches deep.
Our gazes lock as we inch together, breaching this barrier until I’m completely full. Of Gabe. God, this is actually happening.
When our hips meet, grind, and I can feel every inch of him, emotions swarm me.
He cups the back of my head and bends to kiss my cheek. “You okay?”
I nod, untrusting of my voice. I clear my throat softly. “I’ve just”—a soft laugh falls free—“I’ve imagined this a million different ways, and none of them compare.”
The thing about Gabe is that he doesn’t need to say anything in return. The gentle way he handles me says it all for him. It always has.
His kiss tells me even more. Can he really be as far gone for me as I am for him? Am I imagining it?
“Get out of your head,” he says against my mouth, and I tremble under the pressure of it.
“Trying.”
Smile flashing, he melts my insides.
Then, we’re moving, long, slow thrusts that overwhelm. I need to remember every detail of this experience. The way his muscles move over me. The detailed lines tattooed across his skin. The heat of him and how it burns in the best ways.
Pleasure builds hard and fast even as we barely move. It’s amplified by the tenderness in his touch.
Gabe’s calm exterior belies the churning behind his golden-brown eyes.
“Let go, Drew. Because I’m in no rush, which means I’m going to keep you right here for as long as you’ll let me.”
I tremble, clutching his sides as he shifts my hips and hits a button that I didn’t know existed for so long.
Detonation. Explosion.
I twist under him as ecstasy crashes through me. I’m coming on Gabe’s cock, and it feels endless.
He’s patient with me, waiting for the pulsing in my core to subside by stroking those big hands over my skin.
Fingers sinking into his slick blonde hair, I tug his mouth back to mine.
Gabe’s kiss completely ruins me.