I sag in relief into the couch. I’m not opposed to being gentle once in a while or going slow, but it’s the emotional landmines of ‘making love’ that worry me. I want Gray, but I’m not looking to plan a future with herjust yet, and I hope she understands that.
I freeze as something occurs to me. What if Gray does know that, and she’s only giving me the answer she thinks I want to hear? What if she doesn’t really want me to fuck her but she suspects making love would be a non-starter for me?
I’m paralyzed with indecision as my fingers hover over the phone’s keyboard. Can I take her answer at face value and tell her all the dirty, filthy things I want to do to her, or should I play it safe for now?
I need to do some more testing.
Ash
Can you take all of me?
I’m only half hard, so the pic with the tape measure probably undersells me, but let’s see how she reacts.
The dots bounce.
Gray
I don’t know. I’ve never had a cock that big.
Ash
So I’ll be stretching that tight little pussy of yours?
The thought of how snug she’ll be makes me harder. I gather from our conversations she hasn’t had sex in a while, although I don’t know what her self-pleasuring habits might be. Still, I’m confident she’s going to squeeze me pretty hard.
Gray
Yes.
Ash
Are you afraid it will hurt?
Gray
It’s alright if it does. I can handle it.
I push out another breath of relief as I stiffen even more. She’s not afraid of a little pain, which means I can be rough with her.
I’m not a sadist. I don’t enjoy hurting women – the opposite, in fact – but I also don’t hold back when my passions are driving me, and I don’twant to worry about handling Gray with kid gloves. I need a woman who can take what I give her, however hard and fast that may be.
Time to see how far I can push things.
Ash
What would you do if I wanted to put you on your knees and fuck your mouth?
The seconds tick by as I wait for the dots to appear, and I’m again afraid she’s trying to think of the answer I want to hear rather than giving me her honest response.
Finally, the dots start up.
Gray
I’d take you as deep as I could and swallow you down when you came.
My cock twitches, and I run my hand up the shaft. I’ve been trying not to touch myself because I’m ready to explode now, but I can’t help the surge of lust that pulses straight to my balls at that answer. I can already imagine her kneeling before me, her hands tied behind her back as I grip her hair and pump in and out of her mouth. I’d come down her throat, just to take the edge off, then I’d put her on the bed and do what I do best.
Ash
