My pussy clenches involuntarily, and Levi must feel it because his green-filled gaze slices up to me.
“You’re a fuckin’ asshole,” he emits simply. “Of all the things you’ve done,thisone I’m going to discipline you for.”
He’s so full of shit thinking this wouldn’t be something I’d want, but I allow him to think it anyway.
I’m done with the games. I’m entirely finished with the second-guessing, too.
This is happening, and I’m not going to regret it or chalk it up as a mistake. Levi Wallace has always been mine and vice versa, and I’ll be fucking damned if I don’t go the rest of my life without having him.
Pushing against him, I receive more of his cock and an immediate growl from Levi’s wide chest.
He scoffs through his nose as if disappointed with himself for the reaction or that I’m not taking this seriously. “Nothing will ever make you sorry, will it?”
“Iamsorry,” I mutter. “And I am an asshole.”
He moves again, forcing some more of his dick inside me, and since I wasn’t ready, I’m having a hard time adjusting when I’m not soaked. “You know you’re mine, right? You’vealwaysbeen mine.”
I bob my head, wiggling my fingers still being held at my wrist for him to let me free.
However, he’s still not ready yet.
“I wanna hear you say it,” he orders tersely. “I want us to be on the same page, Astor.”
“I’ve always been Levi Wallace’s girl. Everyone knows it. I know it, even if we didn’t have the official title. I’m never going anywhere. I’m always going to stay with you.”
“That means thispussy is mine,” he growls a bit. “And I can take it whenever I want, doesn’t it?”
Do or die.
Do or die.
Or, in this case, lose him.
We could never go back to what we were after everything that’s happened—after this. There’s no back tohanging outand fucking around verbally with each other without the tension and memories of moments like this.
Not that I’d want to.
But my self-awareness and fear are trying to get me to make the right decision, and that’s to play it safe.
To keep his feelings safe.
However, Levi and I have always played by our own set of rules.
Levi’s cock sinks deeper into me, and my body tries its best to welcome the intrusion. My poor cunt is trying to lubricate his cock for this, but he caught me so damn off guard and tangled into this moment that it’s not able to multitask right now.
“Need an answer, Astor.”
I nod, gathering up the words to roll freely from my tongue. “I’m yours. I’ve always been?—”
He thrusts all the way inside me, prompting a sharp gasp to escape and my body to flinch.
“I want you to live fearlessly for me. There’s no one I would lay my life down for other than you, the girls, and my boys. But you…” His body lightly presses into mine as he leans over, spiking my pulse at an abnormally high rate as his chest meets my spine. “You, I would lay everything down for. My pride, my ego, my whole fucking town. I would give youanythingandeverythingyou’ve ever wanted if you showed me an ounce of what you do them. I’m telling you…right now, that I want you. I never gave Nessa the time of day because it wasn’t just a matter of pissing you off, but I didn’t feel for her what I’ve always felt for you.”
Fuck me seven ways to Friday.
“I want you to live fearlessly for me.”
And I would do just that. There are no lines that could be crossed between us. We just are.
