The thought of what poison Yasar might be feeding her makes my jaw clench.Look how he performs for the crowd, how he uses their desperation to make himself appear noble. Do you really think this compassion is genuine, or is it just another manipulation?
"My lord?"
I turn to find the woman who challenged me earlier, the one with the suspicious voice and the child on her hip. Up close, I can see she's younger than I initially thought—maybe thirty, with the kind of practical beauty that comes from a life spent working hard and expecting little. Her son has her eyes, dark brown and just as wary.
"I wanted to thank you," she says, though her tone suggests the words don't come easily. "For the food. For the shelter. For not just... leaving us to sort it out ourselves."
"Don't thank me yet," I tell her honestly. "This is temporary relief, not a permanent solution. The war isn't over. The hardships aren't over. I can't promise things will get easier."
"I know." She shifts her son to her other hip, and he buries his face against her shoulder with exhausted trust. "But you could have just sent guards to break up the riots. You could have had us arrested or beaten or worse. Instead, you came down here yourself and listened. That matters."
Something tight in my chest loosens slightly. "What's your name?"
"Ayse. This is Kemal." She smooths her son's hair with gentle fingers. "We're from Gümüsköy Village. Or we were, until three days ago."
Gümüsköy. I know that name from the battle reports. One of the first settlements the Light Court burned, chosen specificallybecause it was so close to the Shadow Court border. A message written in ash and blood.
"I'm sorry for your loss," I say, and mean it. "The Light Court will answer for what they've done to your village."
"Will they?" There's no challenge in her voice now, just weariness. "Or will this just go on and on until there's nothing left of any of us?"
It's a fair question. One I don't have a good answer for.
"I don't know," I admit. "But I can promise you this—while this court stands, you'll have a place here. You'll have protection. Your son will grow up safe."
Ayse studies my face for a long moment, searching for lies or false promises. Whatever she sees there seems to satisfy her, because she nods slowly. "All right then. We'll hold you to that."
As she walks away with her son, I notice other refugees approaching. Not all of them—many are still too afraid or too proud to seek direct contact with the Shadow Lord. But enough. Enough to form a small line of people who want to speak to me, to thank me, to ask questions about what comes next.
Each conversation is brief, practical. Where will the children sleep? How long before permanent housing can be arranged? Will there be work available once things settle down? I answer what I can and make notes about what I can't, mental lists of problems that need solving and resources that need allocating.
It's strange work for someone who's spent centuries ruling through fear. These people aren't seeking an audience with the terrifying Shadow Lord—they're talking to me like I'm a problem-solver, a public official, someone whose job it is to care about their welfare.
When did that become my job? When did I start wanting it to be?
By the time the last refugee has found shelter for the night, the sun is beginning to rise over the eastern mountains.The riots have been replaced by the quiet bustle of people making the best of their situation—families settling into temporary accommodations, volunteers helping distribute food and blankets, children who were crying in terror just hours ago now playing quiet games in the corners of the market halls.
It's not perfect. It's not even particularly comfortable. But it's stable. It's safe. It's proof that the Shadow Court can protect those who seek sanctuary within its borders.
"Quite a night," Emir observes, joining me as I survey the results of our efforts. He looks as tired as I feel, but there's satisfaction in his expression. "The people are calling it the Lord's Mercy. Some of them are already composing songs about the Shadow Lord who came down from his palace to protect the powerless."
"How embarrassingly sentimental," I reply, but there's no real irritation in it. "Next they'll be expecting me to solve all their problems personally."
"Would that be such a terrible thing?"
I don't answer that. Can't, really, because the honest response would be more revealing than I'm comfortable with.
Instead, I look back up at the palace windows, searching for any sign of the figures I saw earlier. But the rooms are dark now, their occupants presumably asleep or at least pretending to be.
I wonder what Nesilhan thought of tonight's performance. Whether she saw it as genuine compassion or calculated political theater. Whether it changed anything in how she views me, or if Yasar's poison has already convinced her that everything I do is manipulation disguised as mercy.
"My lord?"
"Prepare a report for the war council," I say, pushing aside thoughts I can't control. "Complete breakdown of resources expended, people housed, ongoing needs. I want numbers, not sentiment."
"Of course. And the continuing refugee situation? More will likely arrive as the Light Court pushes deeper into our territory."
I consider this, weighing political necessity against practical limitations against something deeper that I'm not ready to name. "Establish a formal refugee assistance program. Dedicated staff, adequate funding, proper protocols. If we're going to do this, we're going to do it right."
