“It’s okay,” Cole rasps, his eyes lifting from where we’re about to be joined to my eyes. “I promise I’ll take care of you.”
I nod, because I know he will. It’s what he’s been doing since the very first day I turned up here.
I thought I was probably going to fail at keeping him fed in the way he’d want and that I’d be sent on my way just as fast as I’d been hired. I never in a million years expected to find anything close to this.
If you’d have told me a couple of months ago that I would get to know this incredible man and find myself falling faster than I thought possible, I would have laughed in your face.
But as it is…here we are.
My heart races and my chest heaves as I stare up at him.
Desire shoots around my body as he continues to tease me with the head of his dick, dragging it through my folds, coating himself in my juices, and circling my clit.
He’s already made me come twice tonight, but I’m just as desperate now as I was when he had me on the kitchen counter earlier.
“Still sure?” he asks, dropping his dick to my entrance and waiting there.
The muscles in his neck ripple as he fights to hold himself back. I can only imagine how he’s feeling right now. He has the kind of self-control that most people can only dream of.
“Yeah,” I say, sliding my hand up his arm beside me until I can wrap it around the back of his neck.
His entire body trembles with pent-up desire as he lowers himself to kiss me.
He’s so gentle with me, so thoughtful and caring. Every slide of his tongue against mine brings tears to my eyes.
“Please,” I whimper when he finally pulls back from my lips.
Continuing to hold himself up, he shifts our position slightly, hooking one of my legs around his waist, fully opening me for him.
Unable to stop himself, he looks down. The deep groan that rumbles in his throat when he sees us together sends a rush of heat to my core.
“We look so fucking good, baby.”
“Do it.” The words leave my lips as barely a whisper, but it doesn’t matter; he hears them loud and clear.
My gasp fills the air as he pushes in just slightly.
“Relax for me. I promise I won’t hurt you.”
“It’s just…it’s been a long time.”
He closes his eyes for a moment. “I’m a selfish asshole, baby. Because I fucking love that.”
Reaching out, I cup his jaw and rub my thumb across the stubble covering it. “Me too,” I agree.
It would have been so easy to fall into worthless one-night stands to try to boost my confidence after walking away from Rowan. But I’m glad I didn’t. All the pain and heartache were so worth it to get this moment with Cole.
He ducks down again to kiss me as he slowly pushes a little deeper inside me.
It stings, but then I think it would no matter his size.
Sure, there might be a little pink bullet in my nightstand for when the need arises, but that barely counts in the grand scheme of things.
This, though…
“Oh,” I breathe as the sensation of him moving against my walls sends pleasure shooting through my body.
“Good?”
