All of this was a contradiction, I realized.
The heat and chill with their opposite responses.
How eager I was for him to undress but loving the way he built the tension simply by taking his time. Knowing I’d seen these sculpted muscles, had touched them, but still catching my breath like it was the first time.
Then he was naked, one hand wrapped around his already-hard cock, slowly fisting it as he waited. There was a fine line between smug posing and letting me look my fill, and he knew precisely where that line was.
As he placed his hands on the button of my jeans, a thought suddenly occurred to me. “Will Evanne be able to hear us?”
“No, lass.” He kissed the corner of my mouth. “Not unless you scream, that is.”
His hand slid under my panties, the fit of my jeans not giving him much in the way of give, meaning the single digit he managed to wiggle into the hot cleft between my legs rubbed my clit hard enough to make me come right there.
I gasped, grabbing his arm even as my legs gave out. My orgasmic state didn’t do anything to dissuade him from proceeding to finger me to a second climax within minutes of the first.
The next thing I knew, I was on my back, staring up at the ceiling and begging for Alec to hurry up and get my pants off. He tossed my jeans and panties to the floor with the rest of our clothes, and as he climbed onto the bed, he turned to the bedside table and pulled a condom packet from the top drawer.
Opening a foil wrapper and rolling on a condom shouldn’t have been so damn fascinating, not even when what was being sheathed in latex was as magnificent as that particular piece of flesh. I was struck with the near-overpowering desire to take him in my mouth. The only thing that kept me from sitting up and taking what I wanted was the incessant throbbing between my legs.
He leaned over me and took a nipple between his lips, teasing it with his tongue and sending ripples of pleasure through me. They wrapped around the heat left over from what had come before and filled me with warmth.
“Yes, yes, Alec,” I breathed out.
“Damn, I love the way you say my name.” His lips moved against my skin in a gentle caress. “I don’t think I can be patient much longer.”
I opened my eyes. “Then don’t.”
He teased the tip of his cock against my clit, moving it back and forth before sliding down to notch against my entrance. There, he paused.
“Last time, did I…did I hurt you?” He put his hand on my cheek, and if I hadn’t been struck by the concern on his face, I would’ve been impressed by how he was holding himself up with one arm.
“No, not really.” I smiled at him. “Now, please, I–”
The rest of the words flew out of my head as he filled me up with one smooth thrust. He groaned, a beautiful sound, one I could listen to all night. As he moved deeper into me, I gasped, my back arching. I wasn’t sure how, but I’d forgotten what it had felt like to be this full. It didn’t hurt like it had before, but the discomfort certainly tested the limits.
And then he rolled his hips and rubbed against something inside me that sent a lightning bolt through my every cell. “Oh, ffffuck,” I moaned, white sparks going off behind my eyelids. How was he doing this? With only a few steady thrusts, I could swear I was nearing climax. Again. The intensity of what was building inside me wasn’t anything I could’ve imagined.
“Fuck, lass, look at me. Open your eyes.”
I did as he said and found him watching me. The sunset through the window spilled onto us, and I watched him back. The little ripples of muscle movement as he held himself over me, controlling that big powerful body, turned me on even more. All that strength…he could have hurt me, even unintentionally, but he held himself in check.
I didn’t want him to keep anything in reserve. Not now that we were moving so well together. This felt amazing, but I knew he wanted more, and I wanted him to have it.
“Faster,” I pleaded. “Deeper. Don’t hold back.”
He didn’t need to be told twice. He gripped my hips and plunged himself deep enough to hurt, but it was worth it. I moaned, only for Alec to clap his hand over my mouth, the reminder burning in his eyes. His daughter couldn’t know about this, for so many reasons.
He started to lift his hand, but I couldn’t trust myself not to moan. I grabbed his wrist and shook my head, holding his hand in place to keep in all of the sounds I couldn’t quite muffle. What I didn’t expect was the way my body reacted to the mild restraint, and my orgasm caught me off-guard, ripping through me with a force that was almost painful.
“That’s it, lass. Come for me.” Alec’s voice was a low rumble that rolled over my skin.
I could feel the strain in his body as he rode me through my climax, his thrusts becoming more and more erratic until he let out a stream of curses and slammed into me hard enough to make me cry out. He buried his face against me as he came, his breath hot on my skin, and he slumped down, hand falling off my mouth.
I wrapped my arms around him as his weight settled on me. He’d need to dispose of the condom soon, but we could rest here like this for a few minutes anyway. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the blissful silence in my head.
* * *
My eyes snapped open.For a moment, I didn’t know where I was or how long it had been since I’d fallen asleep, but then I saw the shape of someone under the blanket next to me and remembered. Alec was on his stomach, head facing away, so I couldn’t see if he was awake.
