The fact that he’s making this easier for me by not forcing me to look him in the eye while we talk about this is one of the many reasons I love him so much. My Daddy understands me.
“Because what if I don’t like it? What if you don’t like it? What if you get overwhelmed by my being too needy and you decide I’m just too much? Or what if we both love it and then I forget how to adult altogether?”
Beau takes a deep breath and presses his lips to the top of my head before he speaks. “If you don’t like it, we stop and go back to how we were, or figure out what needs to change. I already know I’ll like it because, as long as you’re mine, I don’t care how Little you go. And who cares if you forget how to adult? That’s what you have Daddy for.”
He shifts and pulls back slightly so he can see my face. I keep myself tucked into him, still not ready for eye contact.
“Emma Grace, look at me.”
Crap.
Slowly, I obey, raising my gaze to meet his as he stares at me.
“I’m never, not ever in this lifetime, neverevergoing to think you’re too needy or too much. You’re mine. If anything, I want you to be needier. I want you to depend on me for more. Let me make your life easier. Softer. More fun.”
“Taking care of me all the time doesn’t sound like it will be fun for you,” I reply.
“It’s the best part of my life, baby. Don’t you get that? Anything to do with taking care of you, making you happy, making you feel loved, that’s what’s fun for me.” He shrugs and then smirks at me with that sexy bad-boy smile he pulls off so well. “I also like being in control.”
That’sdefinitelytrue.
I still don’t know. Everything has gone so well these past couple of years. I don’t want to rock the boat.
When I don’t say anything, Beau stops rocking me and rises from the chair, lifting me with him. “Since I know making choices is a struggle for you, here’s what I’ve decided. The next week is going to be spent with you as my Baby Girl. You will wear diapers constantly. Your naps will be in the crib, and your bedtime will be nine o’clock. I will feed you your meals in a highchair.”
Heat spreads through me at everything he’s saying. Not only is he going to make me do all of this, but it’s going to happen in front of our family.
Before I realize where he’s taking me, he sets me on the changing table, and my heart pounds.
“You can use your safeword any time, but unless you use it, I expect full obedience, or you will be punished. Do you understand?”
He peels my socks off and then tucks his fingers into the waistband of my leggings and panties, pulling them off completely.
Do I understand? Not really. I think I get what he’s saying, but my mind is swirling with questions. Diapered twenty-four seven? That means… But Brynn, Lucy, Ellie, and Nora use their diapers. It’s not unusual in our family. But…
I try to squeeze my knees together, but Beau stops me and plants my feet on the table so they’re bent, and then he pushes them open, exposing me completely to him.
I’m used to him seeing me naked, but this is different. It’s intimate, while at the same time, I want to hide.
He gives my pussy a light tap, and I yelp and startle in surprise, my eyes darting to his.
“I asked if you understood.”
After taking a deep breath, I let it out and nod. No matter what, I know I’m safe with him and that I can end this at any time.
“Yes, Daddy. I understand.”
6
ANGEL AND NORA
Nora
“Watch your step, baby.”
I glance back at Angel and nod as a smile spreads over my face. I’m holding on to the railing, and we have stairs in our house, but for some reason, he’s being extra protective right now. Probably because we’re in a different place and he knows I’m a little anxious about it.
“I’m okay,” I answer softly, my fingers curled around my lovey.
