Connor
I’d had sex plenty of times before.
But I didn’t know that I had ever had any intimacy likethatbefore.
The actual act of having sex felt good, like it always did. I was in control, and I knew what I wanted to do.
And yet, at that moment when Katie opened her eyes and our eyes locked, and we found ourselves not so much looking at each other as we did into each other…I kind of freaked out. It was deep. It was intense.
And it felt kind of right.
That was the fucking wildest part. Katie, nice as she was, as different as she was, was not someone that I had some fantasy about marrying or being happily ever after with. I had already accepted that because of who I was, that would never come to me in the future. But when our eyes locked, it just felt…
“How are you feeling?” Katie said in a warm tone, like she already knew the answer.
It felt right.
And I don’t know how I feel about that. That seems dangerous.
“Fucking good,” I said.
“Yeah?” she said, rolling over on her stomach.
If I got hard again, I could have just slid right in. She was right there, waiting for the taking. And fuck, she was hot. I just needed a few minutes…
And then you’ll be looking into her eyes again, you’ll be feeling like you’ve never felt before, and you won’t know how to fucking handle it.
“You’re fucking hot, you’re great in bed, what’s not to like?” I said.
Katie chuckled and pulled me in for a kiss.
“I told you, you’re different,” she said. “You may look bad, but you’re good. Or you’re bad in all the right ways.”
Maybe.
I politely chuckled and kissed her back, but the words did not feel like a great fit for me. What happened if I wound up pushing her away? The problems of the Bandits and Damian’s revenge didn’t just go to the wayside because I came. And that was only for the problems I could fight. I couldn’t do anything about the ones in my head.
“Well, luckily for you, it’s good to be a bad boy in bed,” I said.
“So you’re saying you can be bad to me again?”
Uncomfortably so, perhaps.
“If you can wait another five minutes, I might just do that.”
Katie smirked at me.
“I don’t have anything else to do today. For how good that was, I’d wait five hours if I knew it was going to happen again.”
Well, fuck.
I guess this one’s not leaving anytime soon.
“Luckily for you,” I growled, getting closer to her, “you might not have to even wait five seconds.”
And just like that, we were right back at it.
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