Page 46 of Christmas Cavalier


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But I shook my head.I felt the tears streaking down my cheeks, hot against the winter chill that clung to my skin, but my lips curved anyway.A smile, trembling but steady enough to hold.

When I stopped in front of him, the hush in the hall was so absolute I could hear the crackle of the lights strung above.My voice carried through it, clear and sure, steadier than my racing heart.

“You keep thinking you’re the villain in this story,” I said, my words cutting through the quiet.“But you’re not.You’re the man who survived it.”

His jaw worked, his lips parting as though to protest, but no words came.

I lifted my hand, trembling but certain, and placed it against his chest.Right over the frantic beat of his heart.The warmth of him burned through fabric, through scars, through all the years of silence.

“I don’t care about the past,” I whispered, though the room was so hushed it carried like a vow.“I don’t care about scars or whispers.I care about you.The man you are right now.The man who’s stood in the dark so long and still found the courage to step into the light.”

Around us, the crowd seemed to hold a collective breath.I didn’t look at them; I couldn’t.This wasn’t about them anymore.It was about him, about the way his shoulders trembled under the weight of my hand, about the stunned wideness of his eyes.

Charlie’s lips parted again, a sound caught in his throat, but words failed him.His face—scarred, weary, beautiful—was stripped bare of every defense he’d tried to hide behind.

And for the first time, I thought he might finally believe me.

The first bells began to chime, slow and sonorous, echoing across the town as though the whole world had gone still to listen.Midnight.Christmas.Their deep toll threaded through the silence in the library, each note shaking something loose in my chest.Through the frosted windows, the great tree in the square glowed, its ornaments glittering, lights spilling gold across the snow.The reflection of it painted Charlie in warmth, softening the lines of his face until I could hardly believe this was the same man the town whispered about.

The front doors opened, and a gust of cold swept in, carrying flurries of snow that scattered like glitter through the lamplight.Gasps and laughter rippled from the crowd, but I barely heard them.My eyes were on him—on the way his breath came uneven, on the way his hands hung stiff at his sides, like he didn’t dare reach for me even now.

So I reached for him.Slowly, deliberately, I slid my fingers between his, twining them tight.His hand was rough, calloused, scarred—but it fit mine as if it had been waiting all along.His eyes darted to mine, startled, searching for something he didn’t trust he’d find.

“Come on,” I said softly, a smile tugging at my lips even as my heart pounded.My voice carried in the hush, steady as a vow.“Let’s finish this outside.”

For a moment, he just stared, as if the world had tilted too far for him to catch his balance.Then his fingers closed around mine, tentative but certain, and I felt the tremor in him—the mixture of fear and longing, of hope breaking through years of shadow.

The crowd parted as we walked toward the doors, snow swirling in from the night, bells still ringing above us.Together, hand in hand, we stepped into the winter air, leaving behind the whispers and the weight of the past.Out there, beneath the glowing tree and the falling snow, I knew our story wasn’t ending.It was only just beginning.

Snow drifted down in soft, endless spirals, glittering beneath the lamplight as if the night itself had decided to bless this moment.The library steps stretched wide and white before us, and though the whole town spilled out behind—every whisper, every stare—I barely felt their weight.The hush that fell over them wasn’t judgment anymore.It was awe.

The cold bit at my cheeks, painting them rosy, but the warmth inside me burned hotter than the winter air.I turned to him—Charlie Archer, the man the town had branded a ghost, a scar, a warning.To me, he was none of that.To me, he was the man who had survived the fire, the silence, the shame—and who had still found the courage to bare his truth tonight.

I swallowed hard; the words trembling on my lips, and then I let them out into the frosted night, clear as bells.“I love you, Charlie Archer.That’s all that matters.”

For a heartbeat, he froze.His eyes widened, stark and raw, as though the ground had given way beneath him.Then the cracks in his armor shattered.His shoulders sagged, his breath hitched, and with a low, broken sound, he reached for me.His scarred hands cupped my face, rough against my skin but reverent, trembling as though I might vanish if he wasn’t careful.

And then he kissed me.

It wasn’t the kind of kiss meant to claim or to test.It was everything at once—hard and desperate, tender and aching, years of bitterness and loneliness unraveled in the press of his mouth against mine.His lips were cold from the night air, but the heat in him poured through, and I leaned into it, into him, into all that we were and all that we could be.

Behind us, the crowd broke into cheers, startled at first and then full-throated, joy ringing out like a chorus.The bells in the square pealed in answer, their sound rolling over rooftops, spilling through frosted streets, as if even the heavens had chosen this moment to sing.

When we finally broke apart, breathless, the Christmas tree across the square seemed to glow brighter, its golden light wrapping us in something more radiant than I thought possible.I saw him then—not the scarred recluse, not the man trapped in shadows—but Charlie, the man who had finally stepped into the light.

And with the town as witness, with snow falling soft as blessings, I knew this truth would never break: I loved him.And nothing else mattered.

When our lips parted, the first sensation was the sting of winter air against my skin, followed immediately by the rapid cadence of my heartbeat.I leaned into him, close enough that my words would reach no one but him, and whispered, “You’re mine.No more hiding.”

He pressed his forehead against mine, the gesture heavy with conflict, and murmured, “You deserve so much better.”His tone carried both resignation and guilt, as though he believed his scars—both visible and unseen—were evidence of inadequacy.

I answered with a smile that felt sharper than defiance and steadier than fear.“I deserve you.”The statement was deliberate, a choice rather than a concession.

Snowflakes clung to my hair, scattering light from the tree in the square until they shimmered like tiny stars.In that moment, I saw the way he looked at me—haunted, disbelieving, but softened by something dangerously close to wonder.To him, I was not just a girl standing before him; I was a contradiction, a presence he had never expected to claim as his own.

His hands framed my face, rough but steady, and I felt the tremor of restraint in them.Around us, the town was a blur of noise and motion—bells chiming, voices carrying, footsteps shifting—but I registered none of it.The weight of his gaze, the gravity of his confession, and the truth between us eclipsed everything else.

For the first time, I understood that this was not a rescue or a rebellion.It was a choice, forged in honesty and witnessed by all.And I had no intention of turning away.