“You have been naughty,” I say, trying to ease the tension between his eyes. “Why don’t you show me howniceyou can be?” I surprised myself with the bold comment, but I go with it.
“Yes ma’am.” Zane says. He gently uncrosses my arms and takes my nipple between his lips.
“Zane.” I moan.
Chapter 6
Zane
Her moaning my name is doing funny things to my heart. I’ve slept with plenty of girls my age, and even women older than me. But Shawna is not like any of them. Thinking about them makes me feel dirty, like I’m tainting her. I pull away, but her hands fist my hair. My eyes find hers and the desire burning beneath those lashes cause my knees to buckle.
“Zane,” she sighs. “I have to tell you something…Promise me, it won’t change anything in this moment.”
“I can’t make promises without knowing all the details.”
“I won’t tell you, unless you promise. You deserve to know, but I can be selfish too.” She quirks a brow and I smile at her sass. Where did this girl come from? I like her. I need to see if I can get this side of Shawna to come out and play more often.
What am I saying?I’m leaving. There will be no more playing. So, I might as well agree to whatever she says.
“I promise.”
“I’m a virgin.”
What the ever-loving fuck?“Shawna, you can’t be serious? How?”
“I’ve never had sex.”
“I know what it means – but how? And you can’t be serious that you want your first time to behere?Look around. This is a dump. And withme?You really want to give your virginity to me. A guy that can’t commit?” I stand up and try to force my erection to go down.No playtime for you, buddy.
She stands and walks to me. “I told you, so you wouldn’t be surprised. I know that this doesn’t mean we’re going to be a couple. I’m not expecting anything from you, except that tonight you share your body with me. Honestly Zane, I’ve felt more with you than I have ever felt with anyone.”
I take her soft hands in mine and say, “Tonight was the first night we’d ever shared a conversation. For a hookup, that’s more than enough. For yourfirsttime, that’s not enough. It needs to be special.”
“It’s Christmas Eve! It just started snowing outside. It’s just the two of us. Our first kiss was beneath a mistletoe, and you swept me away from a group of jerks.”
“This isn’t a movie!”
“No. It isn’t. But it’s as close as I think I’m going to get. I thought that I’d fall for a guy like Ryker, but I felt nothing when he kissed me. When you kissed me, I felt tingles all over my body. I’ve been dying to have your lips on me again. I want you, Zane.”
Taking her virginity might be the worst thing I’ve ever done, but how can I refuse her? She’s standing here half-naked and pleading with me. She slowly unbuttons her pants and slides them down. And there’s those fucking lace panties. It’s my undoing. With one hand, I cup her from behind her neck, while the other hand rips the lace panties down her legs. I lift her upand lay her down on the bed. My body crawls over hers and I devour her. I nip and kiss all over her tender, gorgeous body.
My hand reaches between her legs and I spread her folds. Her wetness coats my fingers, and I groan as I use it to lubricate her nub. I work her into a frenzy and my lips coax her mouth to open, then my tongue massages hers. When her back begins to arch, I slide my underwear down. My eyes watch her as I slide the condom down my length. When I’m positioned between her thighs, I ask her one more time, “Are you one hundred percent positive?”
“Absolutely.”
I slowly ease inside of her. She’s so tight, it sends an almost painfully delicious sensation through me. For a moment, I wonder how I’ll control myself. Her nails dig into me and she releases a moan. I bring my hand back down between us to make sure she’s feeling good, keeping her worked up. Those sweet little sounds have me about to come undone. I ease farther in until, finally, I’m all the way in. I allow her body to adjust to me.
“Zane, please, do something.”
Getting us to a steady pace, I rock my hips. She arches into me and leans forward to suck my neck. “Oh Shawna. Shawna.” I’ve never in my life panted a girl’s name before. This is all so new and scary as hell. I’m fucking falling. “Shawna.” She’s so damn sweet and feels so damn amazing. The kindness she bears and the way my body responds to hers, I can’t get enough of her. “Shawna.”
She holds me tightly against her. Her legs wrap around me and her thighs hold me in a tight grip. “Zane.Zane.”
I feel myself about to come, so I spit on my fingers to lubricate them and reach down to work her bud. My lips suck the tender skin beneath her ear, and she screams out while rocking into me. I feel her body spasming and give in to my own release. When I come, I call out her name. “Shawna.”
Chapter 7
Shawna
