“A good friend let me borrow them,” was all he said.When her tea was ready, he brought her the cup, lacing it heavily with whisky.
She drank heartily, smacking her lips.“Ah, now you’re a fine lad, Michael.Tell me about the ball last night.Did you meet any young ladies to marry?”
“I might have.”The vision of Lady Hannah’s lovely face came to mind.“But they tossed me out on my ear.”
She gave a loud laugh.“Oh, they did no such thing, you wretch.”She drained the mug, and he refilled it with more tea.“I’m certain you made all the women swoon.Now, tell me what they were wearing.”She wrapped the blanket around herself before she moved the rocking chair closer to the fire and sat.
While he answered her questions about the marquess and his vague memory of the women’s gowns, he tried to locate food for her.Scouring her cupboards, he found only a stale loaf of bread.Beside it, he saw a candle, a glove, and all of the spoons.
He searched everywhere for marmalade, finally locating it among her undergarments in a drawer.He was afraid to look any further, for fear of what else he might find.Ever since she’d begun having the forgetful spells, he’d found all manner of disorganization in her home.
He cut her a thick slice of bread and slathered it with marmalade.God only knew when she’d eaten last.
Mrs.Turner bit into it, sighing happily.“Now, then.Who else did you meet at the ball, Michael?”She lifted her tea up and took another hearty swallow.
“A foreign gentleman was there,” he added.“Someone from Lohenberg.”
The cup slid from Mrs.Turner’s hand, shattering on the floor.Tea spilled everywhere, and her face paled.
Michael grabbed a rag and soaked up the spill, cleaning up the broken pieces.“It’s all right.I’ll take care of it.”
But when he looked into Mrs.Turner’s gray eyes, he saw consummate fear.“Who—who was he?”
“Graf von Reischor,” he said.“The ambassador, I believe.It was nothing.”
He said not a word about the man’s impossible claim, that he looked like their king.But Mrs.Turner gripped his hand, her face bone white.“No.Oh, no.”
“What is the matter?”He stared into her silver eyes, wondering why the mention of Lohenberg would frighten her so.Neither of them had ever left England before.
A few minutes later, Mrs.Turner’s face turned distant.She whispered to herself about her son Henry, as though he were a young child toddling toward her.
It was useless to ask her anything now.The madness had descended once more.
Hannah wasn’t entirely certain what a ruined woman should wear, but she felt confident that it wouldn’t be a gown the color of cream.This morning, Christine Chesterfield had inspected every inch of her attire, fussing over her as if she were about to meet the Queen.
“Now remember,” her mother warned, “be on your very best behavior.Pretend that nothing happened the other night.”
Nothing did happen, she wanted to retort, but she feigned subservience.“Yes, Mother.”
Christine reached out and adjusted a hairpin, ensuring that not a single strand was out of place.“Did you read my list?”
“Of course.”Hannah offered the slip of paper, and her mother found a pen, hastily scratching notes.
“I’ve made changes for tonight.At dinner, you are to wear the white silk gown with the rose embroidery and your pearls.Estelle will fix your hair, and you should be there by eight o’clock.”
Her mother handed her the new list.“I have advised Manning not to serve you any blanc mange or pudding.And no wine.You have been indulging far more than you should, my dear.Estelle tells me that your figure is a half-inch larger than it should be.”
Her throat clenched, but Hannah said nothing.She stared down at the list, the words blurring upon the page.Never before had she questioned her mother’s orders.If she couldn’t have sweets, then that was because Christine wanted her to have an excellent figure.It was love, not control.Wasn’t it?
But she felt herself straining against the rules, wanting to escape.Her mother was worried about the size of her waistline, when her entire future had been turned upside down?It seemed ridiculous, in light of the scandal.
With each passing moment, Hannah’s discomfort worsened.“Mother, honestly, I don’t feel up to receiving visitors.I’d rather wait a few days.”She hadn’t slept well last night, and her mind was preoccupied with the uncertain future.
“You will do as you’re told, Hannah.The sooner you are married, the sooner you can put this nightmare behind you.”Her mother stood and guided her to the parlor.“Now wait here until Lord Belgrave arrives.He told your father he would come to call at two o’clock.”
Hannah realized she might as well have been speaking to a stone wall.In her mind, she envisioned her parents chaining her ankle to the church pew, her mouth stuffed with a handkerchief while they wedded her off to Belgrave.
At least she had an hour left, before the true torment began.She contemplated escaping the house, but what good would it do to run away?Nothing, except make her parents angrier than they already were.
