“I don’t care what it has been. With all due respect, I don’t know you. My best friend needs surgery on Tuesday. She needs to call me.”
Aaron clears his throat. “Do you want to take a walk?” he asksme.
“What?”
“A walk,” he says. “I could use some air. It kind of sounds like you could, too.”
I’m not sure what to say. I want to tell him I have too much work, and it’s true—I’ve been distracted all week trying to prepare the documents we need for signature. We still don’t have everything from CIT, and Epson is getting anxious; they want to announce next week. But I don’t say no. I need to talk to Aaron. To explain to him that I have this, that he can go back to whatever life he was living last spring.
“Fine,” I say. “The corner of Perry and Washington. Twenty minutes.”
He’s waiting on the curb when my taxi pulls up. It’s still light out, although it will fade soon. October hangs a whisper away—the promise of only more darkness. Aaron is wearing jeans and a green sweater, and so am I, and for a minute, the visual as I pay the driver and get out of the cab—two matching people meeting each other—makes me almost laugh.
“And to think I almost brought my orange bag,” he says. He gestures to the leather Tod’s crossbody Bella gave me for my twenty-fifth birthday.
We start to walk. Slowly. My feet are still sore and raw. Down Perry toward the West Side Highway. “I used to live down here,” he says, filling the silence. “Before I moved to Midtown. Just for six months; it was my first apartment. My building was a block over, on Hudson. I liked the West Village, but it was kind of impossible to get anywhere on public transport.”
“There’s West Fourth,” I say.
He moves his face in a sign of recognition. “We were above this pizza place that closed,” he says. “I remember everything I owned smelled like Italian food. My clothes, sheets, everything.”
I surprise myself by laughing. “When I first moved to the city, I lived in Hell’s Kitchen. My entire apartment smelled like curry. I can’t even look at the stuff now.”
“Oh, see,” he says, “I just always crave pizza.”
“How long have you been an architect?” I ask him.
“Since the beginning,” he says. “I think I was born one. I went to school for it. For a little while I thought maybe I’d be an engineer, but I wasn’t smart enough.”
“I doubt that.”
“You shouldn’t. It’s the truth.”
We walk in silence for a moment.
“Did you ever think about being a litigator?” he asks me, so suddenly I’m caught off guard.
“Excuse me?”
“I mean, I know you practice deal law. I’m wondering if you ever thought about being one of those lawyers who goes to court. I bet you’d crush at it.” He gives me a one-eyed smile. “You seem like you’d be good at winning an argument.”
“No,” I say. “Litigating isn’t for me.”
“How come?”
I sidestep around a puddle of liquid on the sidewalk. In New York you never know what is water and what is urine.
“Litigating is bending the law to your will, it’s deception, it’s all about perception. Can you convince a jury? Can you make people feel? In deal making, nothing is above the law. The written words are what matters. Everything is there in black and white.”
“Fascinating,” he says.
“I think so.”
Aaron lifts his hands from his sides and rubs them together. “So listen,” he says. “How are you?”
The question makes me stop walking.
So does he.