God fucking help me, I do.
It’s tight. Full. Utterly cataclysmic. The pressure makes my nails scratch into North’s chest. Blaze goes deeper with each deliberate plunge, and each time I get more full, more connected. I can feel the etchings on my skin deepening with him. It’s so much, and yet not enough.
I want everything.
“Shit, Blaze… North…” I whine their names as if saying a prayer.
“You’re doing so well, angel. Just like that,” Blaze says.
I’m loosening more and more. Giving in and surrendering entirely. North continues to keep me grounded with his hands on my thigh and my face, Blaze’s chest pressed against my back as he takes the lead, his dick and motions bringing us all together as North did yesterday. Tingles of pleasure prick my neck. They’re whispering words around me in a language I can’t catch.
And suddenly, I feel it.
A whirl of ice and fire grip me. Blazing light flashes behind my eyes. I shudder and cry out. Pain like nothing I’ve ever felt sears through my body. And yet…Holy shitit feels good.
I didn’t know anything could feel like this.
I didn’t know anything could feel this utterly perfect and devastating all at once.
I tremble and gasp, head throwing back, and as I squirm, they hold onto me. They have me steady, for now and for always. And just when I think I’m going to shatter into a thousand tiny pieces, when I’m sure my body can’t take anything more, my orgasm crashes over my head.
Waves and waves of pleasure and pain pour over me. I feel them both curse, stiffen, and release, filling me with their cum. Magic threads around the room just like it did on the van, in the trees, in the wind. I can feel them all around me, feel their heat and chill and passion all at once.
North leans up and kisses my forehead as I feel Blaze settle on my back, his lips grazing my spine. One of their thumbs stretches over a marking, and the tenderness makes me flinch.
“Are you okay?” Blaze asks.
I lay my head against North’s chest and nod. “I want to see it. Just… I need a minute first.”
“Take your time.” Blaze gently runs a finger over a few of the patterns on my back, and I hear him shudder. “You took this perfectly, baby. Absolutely perfectly,” he rasps.
It’s another few moments before they both pull out of me. I’m left completely empty, save for their cum dripping down my thighs. Blaze lets a low “Fuck,” out under his breath as he straightens over the end of the bed.
“Fuck is right,” North manages.
“What?” I ask, slowly rolling over.
North huffs amusedly and jerks his chin toward the mirror on my door. “Take a look, darling. You’ll be as speechless as we are.”
Blaze holds out his hands to help me stand. I’m wobbly on my feet, yet he steadies me, his pleased smile rising to his eyes.
And once I’m in front of the mirror, I realize how right North was.
I am speechless.
Black snowflakes and jagged ice crystal formations stretch across every inch of me. There’s a visible distinction between the order of Blaze’s marks and the chaos of North’s. I rub my hands gently over my chest, my neck, my stomach, feeling every raised scar.
“What do you think?” Blaze asks.
“I think if I could give you my soul already, I would,” I say, looking between them.
Blaze closes his eyes, chin resting against the back of my head as North kisses my temple.
“You’re already ours, darling,” North whispers.
“Eternally,” Blaze adds.
Chapter 29