I close my eyes, trying to summon sleep but listen to her breathing. The feeling of her heart beating on my skin has me thinking and overthinking of all the ways I can keep her safe from all of those who mission is to hurt me.
Chapter Twenty-Three
Senna
As I lay in the warmth of Luca’s arms, I can't wipe the smile from my face.
Holy shit!
I just lost my virginity to Luca Fucking Warren. The man of my dreams. The man I have saved myself for. I can’t wait to tell Saylor. I can only imagine how she will react. The bitch best not give me shit. She wants from Capone what I got from Luca. To have him claim her in the eyes of the club.
The way Luca made my body feel… there are no words. I couldn't possibly describe the way he worked my body. How his hands knew where and how to touch me. How he played my body as if his hands have had years to learn how to pleasure me.
The way Luca talked to me. Whispering in my ear what he was going to do to me. How long he has loved me. To say I was shocked that he has loved me almost as long as I have loved him would be an understatement.
What surprised me the most was how gentle he was with me. I know he held himself back. Taking my virginity was something I knew, if he and I were ever together, he would be the one I would give it to. It's always been him for me. No one else could or would compare. Luca treated me as if I was the finest of china and he needed to handle me with care. His touch was gentle and loving. When he finally took what was his, he did it with care.
I could tell by the tightness of his face and body that he was holding back. He is used to fucking the chicas with wild abandon no worry about hurting them, just chasing his release. With me, his movements were calculated and easy. I wanted him to let loose, but I knew deep down that he would be afraid of hurting me and that is something he would rather cut off his arm than do.
So, I enjoyed what he gave me, and boy did he give it to me. My pussy is tender, and I can feel our combined fluids on my thighs. He was so overwhelmed; he didn't even put on a condom. Lucky for us, I'm on the shot so no babies, yet. Maybe one day, once all this shit is over and I finish school we can start a family.
For now, I’m content to lay in the safety of his arms. I can hear the steady beat of his heart as it lulls me to sleep.
Viper
I slowly peel my eyes open to the sound of a rather annoying buzzing that is my phone alarm. I reach over to the nightstand sliding the screen to dismiss the alarm.
My eyes fall back over the beauty sleeping wrapped around my body. The Vipers body. She is the first woman to be in my bed. The first woman to stay in my bed. The first woman that I have ever spent the whole night with. She is the first woman I have ever made love to. I feel a sense of grown upness about me this morning it feels foreign but good.
I looked at her for what felt like hours. Really studying each and every feature of her face.
Her eyes fluttered opened and moss-green met my storming gray.
God, she's beautiful. She looks so stunning in the morning light. So warm and just perfect wrapped in my sheets, my tattooed arms hold her in place keeping her here locked in my embrace. I was so comfortable and warm with her and I was at peace for the first time in a long time. She brings me peace.
But in peace lies havoc and it's coming. I know it. I feel it, smell it. They will not let me enjoy this. I am the Enforcer and I have done shit that warrants me to live on the edge of a double-edged sword, always waiting. Always watching. Always on alert. Because you don’t get to where I am in life without doing a lot of shit you shouldn’t. Pissing a lot of people off causes carnage in my wake.
I moved to my side slightly, her weight a calming presence under me. But my arm ached, and the dull achy pain was matching the ache in my balls. One look from her and all I wanna do is slip back inside her. “I fall every time I look at you,” I say to her without thinking. Her black lashes fluttering over her white skin.
“You stayed,” the shock in her voice has my heart clenching. Who knew it could even feel let alone clench?
“Of course, I stayed. You’re in my bed. In my room,” I joke. She presses up quickly kissing my lips fast.
“You know what I mean, silly.” The cuteness is back in her voice. I run my finger down her jaw to her chest and the swell of her breast
“I will always stay. It's just going to get bumpy at times, babe,” I say leaning in and kissing her nose.
“I gotta go, babe.” She groans as I slip from under her.
“Nooooo,” her voice whines out. I can't help but laugh at her.
“I have to. You know this and them doe eyes and pouty lips won't help you, but they will warrant you a spanking later.” Picking up the pillow from my side I throw it at her as a banging sounds out on the other side of my door.
“Hey, dick bag. Wakey, wakey, hand off snakey,” Flame hollers kicking my door.
“I’m up you fucking douche now fuck off,” I call out as I slip into my jeans
“Ooo, biker boy. No boxers and a dirty mouth,” she says wiggling her eyebrows at me.