I worked his back muscles, relishing the moans it drew from him.
“I’m sorry I left. Maybe if I’d stayed…”
Tanner turned around and wrapped his hands over my shoulders, drawing me close. “Life happens exactly as it should.No amount of ifs, ands, or buts will change the past. If I had a dollar for every time a client told me the reason they’re drinking is because of regrets, I’d be a millionaire, but we can only make decisions based on the information we have at the time we’re making them. We were both young.”
I wasn’t sure what got me more, his words or the blue in his eyes that held me hostage. I was barely able to catch him as he jumped and wrapped his legs around my waist.
“Enough talking, Jax. I love you so fucking much, but now I need you to show me how much you love me back. Preferably through the means of your dick in my ass. Got it?”
I chuckled. “Yes, sir.”
“Oh, kinky.”
I grabbed the lube and applied some to my hand before seeking his hole.
“Hardly.”
He gasped as I pushed a finger in. My dick was so hard I was pretty sure it would take the whole weight of Tanner, which was a ridiculous thought. Although having free hands to roam his body would be beneficial.
“Fuck, Jax. Give me more. I can take it.”
“I know you can, baby, but I’m hanging by a thread here, so let me do this properly because when I’m finally inside you, I can’t be held responsible for my actions.”
I pushed two fingers, drawing more moans. When he clenched around my digits, I swore a bead of precum leaked out of my dick.
“I’m good, Jax. I promise.”
As much as I wanted to take his word for it, I was conscious of how tight he was, so like a good doctor, I was precise in my preparation.
When my cock finally sank into Tanner, I knew I was home. This was the place I never wanted to leave again.
I fucked him into the wall, grunting my pleasure into his neck.
“God, you feel so fucking good, Tan.”
“Arghh, take me to bed, Jax. I need…I need…”
I knew what he needed. More leverage and less slippery surfaces. I turned the water off and got out of the shower with Tanner still impaled on my cock.
He grabbed a towel from the hook on the door and threw it on the bed before I laid him down.
“Let me turn over,” he said.
I lifted off him, giving him enough space to get on his belly. He raised one of his legs, showing me his pink pucker.
I pointed my cock at it and pushed in again. In this position, I couldn’t go as deep as when we were face to face, but it was guaranteed that every thrust would hit his prostate.
“Is this what you wanted, Tan?”
“Oh fuck, yes.”
“Who’s the only one who’ll ever get to do this to you?”
“My. Husband,” he said, punctuating each word.
I couldn’t find words to match the emotions going through me. Even love didn’t feel like it encompassed it all. Tanner was my everything. My heart. My soul. My home.
“I’m so close, baby,” I growled in his ear.
