Saxon nods and gives me another squeeze. “I can understand that. After what you’ve been through, it’s no wonder you hold everyone at arm’s length. Come on, why don’t we get some sleep? It’s probably going to be in short supply over the next few weeks. I’m sure if they need you, they will come get you.”
Saxon stands up and tugs me to my feet. I go reluctantly. I know he’s right, but my gaze drifts to my grandpas’ wing of thehouse. There’s a whirl of emotions inside my body, I’m sure I won’t fall asleep quickly. I look at both cats and find them asleep in front of the fire. It’s weird, considering they love the snow and ice so much. You would think it would be too hot for them, but nope, they are snuggled together and purring contentedly, so I leave them where they are. They will probably wake up and go back outside at some point.
As we head to my bedroom, Ghosie and Zeydan follow. Both stop at my room and give me a kiss goodnight before heading to the room they share. Neither of them press to stay with me—Zeydan because he can feel everything that’s going on, and Ghosie because of his fur. We don’t sleep in the same bed because we’d spend all night fucking and wake up more exhausted than rested. Hopefully one day, we can figure out a way to fix his problem. I know how touch starved he is, and I make a mental note to spend some more time with him, even if we do end up horizontal.
Now that we’re all mated, I feel slightly more settled, despite only having half a mating with Zeydan and not having Brannock fully locked down. As I strip and climb into bed, I promise to finish the Skarrian bond with both of them as soon as possible. I’m sure that will help resolve any lingering doubt.
Saxon climbs in behind me and snuggles against me, and I sigh with contentment. I tip my head, offering him my neck. He cups my breast with one hand while the other slides down to gently circle my clit as he laves his tongue over the thick vein that pounds with what he needs.
“Bite me,” I murmur quietly, a slight whine in my tone. I’m feeling all kinds of needy, and being loved on by one of my mates will hopefully settle the rolling turmoil of my emotions.
He doesn’t make me beg, and as he slides his fangs into my neck, he enters me from behind and lazily thrusts his fat cock in and out in time with his pulls of blood. My body sings, and mymind soars as my orgasm rolls through me like a gentle wave, erasing all worries and doubts and focusing my attention on the delicious sensations he’s wringing from my body.
When he finally fills me with his cum, he sweeps his tongue over the two fang marks in my neck, sealing them so I don’t continue to drip blood. His hips lazily continue to roll, his cock not losing his erection despite him already finding his release. He keeps me on edge, plucking at my nipples and teasing my clit until I’m a begging, pleading mess once again. I hear the door to our room open and close, and I know one of my other mates has joined us.
“It looks like you’re taking very good care of our mate,” Caspian rumbles, and I peel my eyes open to look at my first mate.
“Want to join us?” Saxon asks, and I watch with a little giggle as Cas quickly tears off his clothes. I don’t get to continue to watch the show, though, because Saxon pulls out of me, and I whimper at the loss of his thickness.
He rolls me over and murmurs, “Patience, my sweet. I’m just getting us in a better position. Cas will stuff you full again and keep my cum deep inside you.”
My pussy throbs at his dirty words as he pulls me flush against his chest, lifting my leg so it’s over his hip and giving Cas easy access.
Saxon leans in and takes one of my nipples into his mouth, giving it a slow suck before piercing it with his fangs. His venom flows through my system, pushing me toward orgasm again, and I pant and squirm, but he holds me tightly.
“Stuff our wife full. She’s a needy wench,” Saxon tells Cas as I feel him get onto the bed. I expect to feel his legs against mine, so I’m shocked and delighted to feel his tentacles caressing my skin instead. The little suckers place tiny kisses everywhere theytouch as his arms wrap around my body, pinning me between the two males.
“Bite me, Lila, and drink your fill while your husband takes care of your carnal needs,” Saxon instructs as one of Cas’s tentacles inches toward my pussy and slides through Saxon’s cum which is dripping out of me.
“Can’t let this go to waste,” he mutters behind me, pushing it back into my body. I gasp as its thickness pushes into me, throwing my head back and closing my eyes.
“Uh-uh. Pay attention to me.” Saxon grabs my chin and forces my head back down. He releases a claw on one of his fingers, and my eyes widen as he slides it across his pec. The scent of his blood reaches my nostrils, and my mouth waters as my own fangs click into place. I lean forward just as Cas removes the tentacle from my pussy and pushes it into my asshole without prep. I groan and struggle against the intrusion, but they hold onto me while Cas forces it in.
“Good girl, taking your mate deep into your ass,” Saxon croons, pulling my head down so I can lick the blood trickling down his chest. I lap at the wound as I feel another one of Cas’s tentacles enter my pussy. It’s a lot, but I need it. I want to get lost in desire and be a dripping, sated mess, used and abused and stuffed full of cum. It triggers a part of me that wants to be permanently full of my mates’ cum. I want them to tie me to the bed and use me as a cum receptacle so I don’t have to think about anything more than when my next dose of cum would be coming. That life would be simple.
My mind becomes a messy haze as Cas fucks me in both holes while I drink from Saxon, but then Saxon pulls away, and I sob, trying to get his blood. Cas rolls into a half reclined position, his back against a pillow, and takes me with him, leaving me double stuffed. My eyes roll back at the sensations coursing through my system. They’ve kept me on the edge of coming for a long time,and I’m practically begging for it. Saxon follows, straddling us. Blood continues to run down his body from the cut, and he uses it to coat his cock, sliding his hand back and forth as he gestures for me to open my mouth.
“Let your mates fill all your holes, and we’ll let you come,” he tells me, and I eagerly open my mouth. He grabs my head and fucks my mouth with reckless abandon. All I can do is breathe through my nose as Cas’s tentacles thicken inside me and fuck me harder as well. It doesn’t take long before I’m flying into space, my mind clearing of everything but the bliss they are wringing from my body. Saxon fills my mouth, and I swallow his seed as quickly as I drank his blood while Cas fills both of my holes with his cum.
We collapse into a messy, sweaty, cum-covered heap, and I couldn’t be happier.
CHAPTER TWO
Lila
The following morning, I find myself alone in my bed. Cas and Sax helped me bathe after our sweaty fun times, and I slept like a baby, the two of them having fucked all my immediate worries away. When I wake alone, though, all my concerns come barreling back like an out of control freight train.
Today is another busy day of auditions, and I didn’t get a chance to talk to Link about the onboarding of all the crew yesterday. Today, Malik is arriving from Fluxx with the rest of the shifters in the crew, and I’m sure Cas will like to be there to meet him. We also need to start shifting any personal items we want to take with us back to the ship. It will be at least a few months before we return to Skarr after we resume our previous schedule.
That’s not even taking my grandma and all the information she might have to share with us into consideration. As much as I want to pull the sheets over my head and hibernate, I don’t. I throw them back and get up, grabbing another quick shower tohelp me wake up so I’m ready to face everything today is going to throw at me.
The living area is suspiciously free of children and mates. Usually, it’s a hive of activity, and the strange silence puts me even more on edge. I make my way to the kitchen to get some coffee, hoping to run into someone there. Instead, I find my grandpas waiting for me. I’m instantly on alert. This seems too organized to be a coincidence.
“Good morning?” I ask cautiously, and although they look tired, all three of them seem like the weight of the world has been lifted off them.
“Lila.” John smiles at me, a genuine one without strain that I haven’t seen since I first arrived at the circus. “Grab some coffee and come sit. We want to talk to you about a few things.”
I don’t move, my heart starting to race with anxiety. Eric lifts the mug in front of him and sends it over to the counter using his telekinesis. I blink in surprise. I often forget they also have powers. It’s been a while since I saw him use it.
