“I wanted last night to happen. It was when I woke up that everything came rushing back to me and I freaked out. I am sorry that I left without waking you both up. I know that I should have, but I couldn’t breathe. I needed some air and then I was out the door and walking home. Can you thank your gate guard? He gave me his coat when I left.”
I nod; fuck, I was going to rip that prick a new asshole, but he took care of my boy the best he could.
“Theo, if we are going to do this, then we all need to talk, honey.” River cups his face gently, leaning in to kiss his lips softly.
Heat licks at my body seeing both of my boys together, even if Theo is in a hospital bed.
“I know. I did some thinking while walking home and when I woke up here. If you will both still have me, I want to try this between us all,” he says to River, then Theo brings his green eyes to me.
His accelerated breathing is showing his stress and worry that I will reject him, but hell, there is no way I can do that. They are both mine.
“Will you keep me, Daddy?”
Fuck me to the North Pole and back. Something in me clicks into place.
Needing to be close to them, I move around the bed. Theo’s eyes widen in surprise but soften when I cup his face.
“I will keep you forever if you will let me, baby boy.” His eyes close as he leans in, resting his forehead against mine.
I breathe him in, and he smells like pine and soap. His shoulders shake as he cries and tears fill my eyes also.
“Oh fuck, my makeup,” River cries with him. I lift my head and we both look at him, but he is not wearing any makeup. We smile at him, then I reach out, pulling him into our touching moment.
A moment we need.
“You both belong to me now. You are my boys, and I vow to always be there for you, support and love you. In return, I want you to promise that you will love and support each other, and me. This will take all three of us to work, and I fucking want that, my boys. To have your assess and cocks on tap ready for me is the fucking best feeling in the world.”
“Oh, Daddy.” River laughs.
“Always, Daddy,” Theo replies.
I kiss them both, sealing the deal between us.
Twenty-Two
RIVER
It is Christmas Eve and we are at Colt’s house.
Soon to be our house if he has anything to do with it. He asked both Theo and me to move in with him, and if I am being honest, I want that.
To be able to touch and see them whenever I want has its advantages. Like right now. Both Theo and Colt are wearing only red-and-black plaid pajama pants. Their abs and muscles are on display, and it is a delicious sight to see.
Colt has tattoos, many of them, including the one on his neck that I love kissing, but Theo has none. Maybe I could talk him into getting a few to add to his hotness.
They say it is the quiet nerds you need to look out for and believe me, Theo was hiding a lot of sexiness from the world of gay men, which I am thankful for because he is all ours.
Theo got out of the hospital a few hours after he was found. Thankfully, his scans were clear and he only has a few bruises, so nothing bad.
We have a Christmas movie playing, but we are not really paying attention to it as we wrap some gifts to hand out to family tomorrow.
I am not sure if they have bought me anything, but I would not expect it as they have both given me the best gift anyone could, but I bought them a little something to open tomorrow on Christmas Day.
“I think Neve will go batshit crazy when she sees this gift, baby,” Colt calls to me, making me smile.
“She will, but she deserves it. Neve puts everyone before herself and never wants even a thanks for it. Look at what she and her mom did for me. They are the best,” I state proudly.
We have bought Neve a weekend away at a spa treatment center, and we will watch Lanie for her. My two men will spoil her rotten.
