I eased up onto my knees to give him better access, then scissored the two fingers inside me. I stifled a moan in a pillow before turning my head. ‘Ease a finger in between mine.’
Lucas sat up. I couldn’t quite see what he was doing, but judging from his stomach pressing into my side and lower back, he had leant across me and was getting up close and personal with my arse. My brain was too addled by the prospect of his cock in me soon to derive anything but pleasure from him getting a good look as we prepped me.
I panted unevenly as his calloused finger nudged mine. The stretched deepened as he pressed between them.
‘Kit,’ Lucas breathed. ‘I’m inside you.’
I wasn’t in a fit state to reply. Lucas’s finger was thicker than mine, the stretch more intense as he pumped in and out. I moaned into the pillow, trying not to rut against the mattress.
‘Too much,’ I groaned.
Lucas stopped moving immediately. ‘Was it bad?’
I eased my fingers out and Lucas did the same. I shuddered when his rough pad grazed my sensitive skin.
‘Too good,’ I corrected him. ‘Lay down.’
He hurried to obey, quashing my nerves over ordering him around before they had a chance to truly awaken. His hands spread across my stomach and ran down my thighs as I sat up and swung a leg over his hips.
The smooth sweeps of his palms stuttered when I pumped more lube into my palm and slicked my hand up and down his cock.
‘You ready?’ I checked. ‘You want this?’
‘More than anything.’ His heartbeat was elevated but steady.
I shuffled up his body. One deep breath, a moment to take in Lucas’s wide eyes fixed on my face and his broad chest heaving, then I bore down. Slowly, I eased him inside until I sat flush on his pelvis.
‘Kit,’ he said my name in such a quiet whisper that I wouldn’t have heard it without advanced senses. ‘Kit, I’m inside you.’
I nodded, beyond words that wouldn’t be far too embarrassing to blurt out while we were doing this for the first time. They were more appropriate for the hundredth. For when I could be sure he would stick around beyond the night.
Lucas had no such filter. ‘This feels incredible. I’m so close to you. I want to be inside you always.’
Lifting myself up until he was barely inside then slowly lowering myself again stopped the babbling for a moment, but then he was off again.
‘You’re so fucking beautiful,’ he whispered, his hands clutching my thighs. ‘I can’t believe I get to do this with you. I never want to stop.’
I leant forward and pressed my lips to his. Everything he was saying was wonderful yet crushing. I knew too well how someone could say everything I needed to hear during sex, but it was like it didn’t count once the orgasms were done with. I didn’t want to hear any more lovely things from Lucas, only to be crushed when he took it all back.
He licked into my mouth, his hands roving up and down my sides, clasping at my arse, tangling in my hair. I rocked back and forth, the new angle pressing him up on my prostate. I panted against his lips, my arms shaking where I held myself above him.
He turned his face from mine. ‘I’m going to come.’
He only gave a split-second warning. His cock kicked inside of me. I moaned and ground down.
Before I had a chance to dismount, Lucas reached between us. Breath jolted out of me as he grasped my cock. He couldn’t move much with me leaning over him, but it was enough. A few pulls and I came across his stomach.
‘That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever done,’ Lucas whispered as I panted into his shoulder. ‘You are so beautiful. I feel so close to you. I never want to stop doing that ever.’
‘Really?’ The question snuck out. I wanted to believe what he was saying, wanted it to be true for always and not for just now.
‘Really really.’ He reached up and held me close to his chest. ‘You’re it for me, Kit. You’re it.’
I turned away and screwed up my eyes against the tears threatening to fall. Unlike all the others today, they weren’t sad. These were tears of wild joy.
Lucas wanted me. He wanted me always. He would hold me close and never let go.
That was all I’d ever wanted.
