Callum looked up at me. I would have described the expression on his face as hungry. In an incredibly horny way. ‘I want that too.’
Wiggliness built in me again, but of a different kind. Ever since Callum and I started doing sexy things together, I hadn’t been this long in his presence without having an orgasm. My body was suffering withdrawal symptoms.
I grabbed the lube from Callum and placed it on the coffee table with the condoms I’d managed to gather. Then I rose onto my knees and swung my leg to straddle Callum’s thighs.
His hands flew to my waist, slipping under my—his—jumper. His fingers dug into my skin as I lowered my head and pressed my lips to his.
We both groaned. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one feeling touch starved. I figured a pre-orgasmbefore we moved on to the main event was a good idea. Otherwise I’d blow my load as soon as Callum put his dick in me.
Callum was on board with my plan. He widened his thighs, forcing me to rub over the bulge in his joggers. While he humped upwards, I ground against his stomach. Breath was hard to come by due to my reluctance to lift my lips from Callum’s for even a second. We’d spent too much of today not kissing. We needed to make up for lost time.
But as my balls drew up and sparking pleasure shot through my dick, I ripped my mouth from his. I lowered my head to pant into his neck. Callum lifted his hips a couple more times then let out the long moan I wanted to hear a million more times before I left the island.
I kissed the soft skin of his neck and rubbed my cheek across his beard while I caught my breath. ‘I can’t wait to have your dick inside me.’
Callum tensed. I raised my head to find a series of complicated expressions darting across his face. This was nothing like his normal reaction to my other—spectacular—sexual suggestions.
‘What’s wrong?’ I settled my weight on his thighs.
He bit his lip, faint blush creeping over his cheeks. ‘I was hoping we could do it the other way.’
Something inside my brain imploded. I was the first in line to call people out when they made assumptions about another person based on their appearance, so I guess I was a massive hypocrite. I’d decided that because Callum was bigger and stronger than me, he would automatically be a top.
Not that I didn’t want to be. My dick made a valiant effort to get hard again as I gaped at Callum’s blushing face.
‘The other way. Yes. Me in you.’ I nodded frantically. ‘This is good. Splendid. Marvellous.’
I’d done it before. Jamie was the definition of versatile, so I knew my way around topping. I licked my lips, recalibrating how I’d seen this event unfolding. Every type of sex so far with Callum had been incredible, but I wasn’t sure how I would recover from the surely mind-rearranging experience of being inside him.
Callum trailed his hands up and down my back. ‘I’d like to try it the other way too, one day. But for my first time, I’d like you to be in control.’
My post-orgasmic brain was too occupied with images of Callum beneath me, slick and wanting, so it took a couple of seconds for his words to filter through.
‘Your first time?’
Callum smiled shyly. ‘I’ve not had penetrative sex before.’
‘With a man?’ I clarified.
‘With anyone.’
My brain imploded again. Before I came to the island, Callum had been reclusive and emotionally stunted, but seriously. Who could look at this man and not want to climb him like a sexy tree?
‘You’re a virgin?’ I finally asked after much internal flailing.
‘I don’t think so.’ Callum shrugged. ‘After all the stuff we’ve done, I don’t think anyone would call me that.’
‘We’ve done,’ I repeated. I pressed my hands into the sides of my face, willing my brain to calm the fuck down. ‘Okay. Let me get this straight. Before me, you hadn’t done anything sexual with another person?’
Callum’s brow creased. ‘I told you that I kissed—’ He grimaced. ‘You know.’
‘Yeah, but I didn’t know that was all you’d done.’
Callum stared at me. ‘Is this a problem?’
Wildly, I shook my head. ‘No. Not a problem. Not at all.’ I did some more pressing on the sides of my face. ‘Like, I’m the only person who’s been all up in your business. Fuck, Cal. That’s hot. It’s just, I didn’t know. I thought you had some experience.’
‘Why would that make a difference?’
