“She never told me, not exactly. He was a confused old gentleman, and a writer, as was she—but he used to believe that his characters had come to life and were going to come after him. I ran into him once, by mistake. I took a wrong turn and wound up near his tower—he was rather terrifying. Perhaps that’s what she meant.”
It was certainly possible; I cast my mind back to my visit to Milderhurst village and the stories I’d been told about Juniper. The lost time that she couldn’t account for later. Watching her father lose his mind in old age must have been particularly scary for a girl who suffered her own episodes. As it turned out, she’d been right to be afraid.
Mum sighed and ruffled her hair with one hand. “I’ve made a mess of everything. Juniper, Thomas—now you’re looking at the letting pages because of me.”
“Now, that’snottrue.” I smiled. “I’m looking at the letting pages because I’m thirty years old and I can’t stay at home forever, no matter how much better the tea tastes when you make it.”
She smiled too then, and I felt a tug of deep affection, a stirring sensation of something profound that had been sleeping for a very long time.
“And I’m the one who made a mess. I shouldn’t have read your letters. Canyouforgiveme?”
“You don’t need to ask.”
“I just wanted to know you better, Mum.”
She brushed my hand with a featherlight touch and I knew she understood. “I can hear your stomach grumbling from here, Edie,” was all she said. “Come down to the kitchen and I’ll make you something nice to eat.”
ANINVITATION AND ANEWEDITION
ANDright when I was puzzling over what had gone on between Thomas and Juniper and whether I’d ever have the chance to find out, something completely unexpected happened. It was Wednesday lunchtime and Herbert and I were returning with Jess from our constitutional around Kensington Gardens. Returning with a lot more fuss than that description suggests, mind you: Jess doesn’t like to walk and she has no difficulty making her feelings known, registering protest by stopping every fifty feet or so to snout about in the gutters, chasing one mysterious odor after another.
Herbert and I were cooling our heels during one such rummaging session, when he said, “And how’s life on the home front?”
“Beginning to thaw, actually.” I proceeded to give him the summary version of recent events. “I don’t want to speak too soon, but I believe we might’ve reached a new and brighter dawn.”
“Are your plans to move on hold, then?” He steered Jess away from a patch of suspiciously odorous mud.
“Lord, no. My dad’s been making noises about buying me a personalized robe and putting a third hook in the bathroom once he’s able. I fear if I don’t make the break soon, I’ll be lost forever.”
“Sounds dire. Anything in the letting pages?”
“Loads. I’m just going to need to hit my boss for a significant pay rise to afford them.”
“Fancy your chances?”
I shifted my hand like a puppeteer.
“Well,” said Herbert, passing me Jess’s lead while he dug out his cigarettes. “Your boss may not be able to stretch to a pay rise, but he might have had an idea.”
I raised a brow. “What sort of an idea?”
“Rather a good one, I should think.”
“Oh?”
“All in good time, Edie, my love.” He winked over the top of his cigarette. “All in good time.”
We turned the corner into Herbert’s street to find the postman poised to feed some letters through the door. Herbert tipped his hat and took the clutch of envelopes beneath his arm, unlocking the door to let us in. Jess, as per habit, went straight for the cushioned throne beneath Herbert’s desk, arranging herself artfully before fixing us with a look of wounded indignation.
Herbert and I have our own post-walk habit, so when he closed the door behind him and said, “Potlatch or post, Edie?” I was already halfway to the kitchen.
“I’ll make the tea,” I said. “You read the mail.”
The tray had been set up earlier in the kitchen—Herbert is very fastidious about such things—and a fresh batch of scones was cooling beneath a checkered tea towel. While I scooped cream and homemade jam into small ramekins, Herbert read out snippets of import from the day’s correspondence. I was juggling the tray into the office when he said, “Well, well.”
“What is it?”
He folded the letter in question towards him and peered over its top. “An offer of work, I believe.”
