“Holy fuck,” I choked out again, my eyes wide with how suddenly deep he was. My body tensed, and he didn’t waste much time as he began to pound into me mercilessly. “Oh, oh shit.”
No. Not this position. I couldn’t...
I lifted my upper body to see if it was possible to make this any less overwhelming and vigorous, but he shoved my head back to the bed and restrained every other part of me so I wouldn’t move.
“Feel me mark your pussy mine. I’ll brand you so thoroughly, any man would smell me on you if they ever succeeded in coming close to you. I’ll ruin you even for yourself.”
Yes, he was succeeding. There was no way I would make myself satisfied by masturbating after this.
“No...fuck, too deep, Theon. No, yes,oh yes. God no—”
“Safe word?” he asked as he pounded in and out so hard and deep I began to doubt if he cared about me at all.
“Fuck no,” I breathed. As much as it was too much for me to contain, I didn’t want it to stop either.
“That’s my girl.”
Oh hell.
I didn’t want to come again, I shouldn’t. If I did, I might die.
He didn’t stop, pause, or even give me a break, he thrust into me faster, now hitting that deep spot that had me asking myself why I let him tie me. Not that I would say no next time. Somehow, the idea of being motionless under him was arousing.
Yes, I was coming again. And I shouldn’t.
He fucked me like he was on the brink of coming as well—powerful, unsteady anddeep. Hell, so deep it was punishing. So powerful I couldn’t help myself as I came, squeezing his cock with a mission to milk him dry.
A sound that wasn’t human rumbled from him as he pulled my head from the sheet, going around to grab my neck. He bent me back as far as I could go, and used my body as leverage as he slammed into me repeatedly until he couldn’t, his last three thrust almost making me lose consciousness.
He pulsed against my drenched walls and spilled, stiffening as he came.
At this point, the only thing holding me was his grip in my hair. Not just physically, but generally.
I whimpered as he pulled his cock out, already feeling sore everywhere. He’d been serious when he said he was going to fuck me like he was trying to flush me out of his system. And I wouldn’t be surprised if he woke up tomorrow and told me he wasn’t obsessed anymore.
All I felt was my body hitting the bed, the rope around my wrists suddenly gone, replaced by rough hands that were gentle as they massaged them. I was drifting away, eager to escape with the sleep that promised to take away my tiredness.
His lips came down on my sweaty forehead and stayed long, and something heavy shifted in my chest.
“I don’t think I can let you go. Ever,” he whispered, and I must have completely lost it if I really sensed a hint of fear in his voice.
I let the words sink into my heart, holding it there.
I don’t think I want you to let me go, Ever.
17
THEON
We didn’t use protection.
I had no idea that kind of thing existed throughout last night. Even as I fell asleep beside her. For the first time.
I ticked that off the list of things I thought would live only in one rotten part of my mind. It was unreal. I’d wanted to stay up all night pressed into her and watch her sleep, but my eyes started to shut down on me. It had been so easy to fall asleep. Besides the fact that the peace she brought contributed to that, I’d also needed a rest after nights of staying awake, then suddenly having the biggest climax not every man would survive. When one had imagined just one woman every time he was having sex with another woman, then finally getting the woman he’d always wanted, it was the same as placing the world on his palms.
I knew it’d be different with her. It was always different with her.
She’d gone out earlier as soon as she remembered she was not on pills. Although I’d offered to get one, seeing the way she wouldn’t stop hissing with every step she took, she declined.
