But those first two weeks without Carter here were brutal hell, not going to lie. I couldn’t stand it.
I need him.
I need the gentle, loving, positive reinforcement he always gave me, which Elsa never does.
Neither do any of her other “pets.”
She pushes up and, from the sound of her voice, I know she’s circling the bed. “You have already gone under the knife once for me, so I know you are dedicated. That is the only reason I am even giving you this chance to atone. But this transgression is serious and I am not so certain you are truly penitent.”
Thezhip!of a crop reaches my ear just before a stripe of fire burns across the sit line at the top of my thighs. I try to hold back my cry of pain, but I’m not gagged and don’t have a pillow to bite down on.
If she wants to beat me, then I’ll take it. Anything to atone for my transgressions.
Anything to remain in her good graces.
If I lose her… I don’t want to even contemplate that.
By the time she finishes beating me with the riding crop, I’m begging her to let me atone, in any way she deems fit.
She rips the blindfold off of me and leans in. “If you wish to remain mine, your new name will be delta, and you will be fourth in line. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, Mistress!”
“I suppose I have no way of forcing you to not see that piece of garbage who walked away from me, but I do have a way of reminding you that you never forget who you are or who you belong to.”
“Anything for you, Mistress!”
She cruelly smiles. “You will wear a mark then?”
I nod as much as the restraints will allow. “Yes, Mistress, please!”
“The Greek letter for delta is a triangle.” She looks up. “Alpha.” She gives him a command in German.
Apparently, this was already arranged. Out of the corner of my eye I catch him leaning in and feel something cold splash on my lower back, right at the base of my spine. The sharp tang of rubbing alcohol hits my nose a second later.
Elsa grabs my head in her hands and those ice-blue eyes stare into mine. “Ask Alpha to carve my new name for you into your flesh. You will take it, or I will free you right now and you will never see me again.”
My tears already flow as I speak. “Alpha, please carve my new name into my flesh.”
This scream Elsa muffles with her hand over my mouth as the other men pin down my legs and arms and she grins.
* * * *
I stumble out of there an hour later with my back fucking hurting like hell and my ass gaping and full of cum. She let the other three fuck me in order, Alpha first. They each took me twice.
No condoms.
I suspect I’m also an example to them of why pissing Elsa off is never a good idea.
The things she says to me while she’s letting them fuck me leads me to believe she wants Carter to see my wound.
She absolutely delights in the thought of making him upset, and she tells me I’m free to do whatever I want with him from this point forward, as long as it doesn’t interfere with her orders for me. I think maybe she wants to try to coax Carter back into the fold through me, but I have a feeling that’s a lost cause.
Also, I’m not allowed to be with anyone outside of her approval other than Carter.
Except for Alpha, beta, and gamma.
They’re allowed to use me however and whenever they want.
