Don’t mind if I do.
There’s more than one way to make yourself orgasm, you know. I happen to love P-spot toys and making myself come that way. Leo’s cock is perfect, and it doesn’t take me long to get the job done, either. He waits until I’m there to grab me and get his own, and then we’re kissing again.
He rolls on top of me, staring down at me like a man just awakened from a dream, or maybe rescued from a nightmare.
A man who looks like he’s found his answer to life, the universe, and everything.
God, I want that to be me.
“What, Sir?”
“It’s not a contest.”
Fucking hell, it’s not.“I know, Sir.” I reach up and play with his hair.
“Are you trying to stake your territory, boy?”
I smile. “Maaaaybe.”
He leans in and nuzzles my nose. “Consider me staked.”
Haha, motherfucker. Takethat.
We clean up again and return to bed. We can sleep late in the morning, miracle of miracles, and as Leo drops off to sleep, I lie there with my ear pressed against his chest and listen to the sound of him breathing.
My ass is aching in that pleasant way that sort of feels like when I’ve reamed myself out good with toys. Which I didn’t get to do often enough when sharing a room with fricking David. The only time I could ensure I had enough privacy to really let go was if he went home for the weekend. Otherwise, I was usually restricted to beating off in the shower.
Having a hotel room to myself has been heavenly.
But now?
Yeah, fuck that. Not going back to Florida. What’s there for me?
I mean, besides a job, and finishing my degree, and…
What else, though? Really?
Leo wants me. I want Leo.
I could get a job here making more than I am now. I don’t need a master’s degree to work in Washington.
If Elliot hasn’t nutted up in six years, and now the eyes of the world will lie even more heavily upon him, why does Leo honestly think Elliot’s going to change now?
I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but Elliot’snot. If he was going to change, it would’ve happened years ago.
Like I’m stupid enough to point that out to Leo.
Yeah,no.
What Iamgoing to do is live my life to the fullest and show Leo why I’m his forever guy. His ride-or-die. I know there will be a lot of discussions ahead for us. I’m willing to take a leap of faith and do this if Leo is.
And when Elliot eventually breaks Leo’s heart, I will be the man standing there waiting to pick up the pieces for Leo and show him what true love looks like.
I know—that’s cunning and diabolical, right?
But I’d do anything for Leo. All I have to do is wait for him to see that for himself and realize I’m the guy he’s needed all along.
