I swear hegrowls.“Ihatethe thought that you were in her apartment and spent time alone with her. Ihatethat she got to spend time with you thatIdidn’t.” His hips piston against me, shoving me up the bed with every thrust and pounding into me with a fury I’ve never felt from him before.
That’s what drives me over the edge. It’s all I can do to hold on to him as my cock explodes between us, all over me and his shirt. A triumphantly evil smile curves those devastatingly handsome lips and he quits holding back. He pumps into me, throwing his head back and groaning his release, filling me before falling still.
Normally, he’d immediately drop back into my sweet boy once he’d spent his Toppy energy, but not tonight.
He kisses me again, nuzzling, nipping down to the top of my right shoulder, where he bites and sucks hard and long enough it curls my toes and starts making my cock twitch with renewed interest between us.
Fuuuuck.
He’s in rare form tonight.
I don’t have it in me, physically, mentally, or emotionally, to resist. I love this man. I love Leo with an intensity that sometimes frightens me, but my love for Elliot has stealthily permeated every cell of my body, until the quiet truth cannot be denied.
Ilivefor Elliot.
He’s mine, but I amhis. Heaskedto be mine. I’m the first person he’s ever given himself to wholly like this. He willingly wears my collar.
As much as he is able, with the exception of work, Elliot centers me in his life.
Not even Leo could do that. Elliot always had to come first.
My fingers dig into the backs of his shoulders as I hold on and start grinding against him. Blood flows out of my brain and straight into my cock, making him chuckle around the hunk of my shoulder currently clamped between his teeth.
Ofcoursemy body is as trained as his.
All hail operant conditioning.
He releases his bite and sits up, bracing himself on his left arm while his right hand curls around my cock and starts stroking, using my own cum as lube. His gaze roams my chest, my face, falling still as our eyes meet.
“I think,” he says, “I wouldliterallykill anyone besides Leo who touched you. Fuck the presidency, fuck everything else. I’ve given up too much in my life. I’mnotgiving you up.Ever. If you ever tried to leave me, I’d send Secret Service and federal marshals after you to haul you back.”
He leans closer. “There’s nowhere in the world you could hide from me where I wouldn’t find you.”
That declaration might scare the crap out of anyone else without intimately knowing the past thirteen years of Elliot’s life to put it into its proper context.
Me?
Makes mehot.
“I’m never leaving you, El. I swear.” It’s difficult to think, much less speak, from the way he’s stroking my cock.
His next ferocious kiss feels like he’s trying to breathe his soul into my own, to completely fill me with him, to utterly possess me.
He presses his forehead against mine. “I told them that night not to take no for an answer. They were under orders from me to first try to persuade you to willingly go with them and make it look like a request, not an order. But, if they had to, they were to handcuff you and bodily drag you out of there and bring you to me.”
Oh, shit!This revelation makes my cock throb even more. “Oh!”
I see shades of Leo in his victorious smile. “The crew and Secret Service were also under orders not to knock or interrupt us once you arrived. That, short of gunshots, no matter what the hell they heard in the suite, if anyone so much as breathed on that cabin door, they were fired. That until we emerged, and either you or I took over, they were to leave us the hell alone.”
My heart does a crazy little flip in my chest. “What?”
“I didn’t hate you, Jor. Ineverhated you. But I lied to you that night, and I’ve lied to you and Leo ever since I met you.”
“W-what?”
“The way I treated you really was fear, not hatred. That much was true. But it was the fear that people would see through me, fear that you would walk away. Fear that Leo would lose you. Fear that you wouldn’t want…me.”
I struggle to process this. “I-I don’t understand.”
