“He holds grudges forever.”
“He’s never metme,” Carter growls back. “I guarantee you, I can and will give him a run for his money there.”
Chapter Thirty-Six
We don’t move us in completely right then. We’re so close to finals and we need to study, plus the end of the semester is coming up soon, anyway. We stay there every night now, but the moving is easier to do in stages, to grab what we need immediately and bring more over every day.
We start running the sidewalks through Susa’s neighborhood every morning. And morning shower time usually means Carter bending me over and fucking me instead of just jerking me off. Sometimes Susa joins us, but usually she’s already up and moving and out of the house by then.
Every night we study, and before bed I usually get a spanking, then he makes love to us. Or we make love to him. Not sure how that should be phrased, but the three of us are usually sated and exhausted when we fall asleep every night. Sometimes it’s hard and vicious and sadistic and exactly what we all need, and sometimes it’s playful and tender with only a little bit of bite to it.
It’s all fantastic.
Susa has to drive up to Tallahassee to visit her folks the following weekend, meaning Carter and I will be alone together at the house from Friday afternoon until late Sunday night. Her father has tickets to an expensive fundraiser, a thousand dollars a plate, and it was an event already on Susa’s calendar before all of this happened.
Thursday night, we’re in the kitchen preparing dinner. “Before you reach Tallahassee, pet,” Carter says, “I want you to put your wedding rings on a necklace.”
She frowns. “Sir?”
“It’ll be hard to explain them away, obviously, and I don’t want you delivering that news alone. When we have that conversation with them, I want it to be together. Allthreeof us.”
Her eyebrows arch. “Three?”
“I want Owen there for ‘emotional support.’” He makes finger quotes around it. “No, we can’t tell them that truth about us, as much as I’d like to, butIwant him there, even if only as a silent observer. Isn’t there an event during the break you wanted us all to attend?”
“Yes, Sir.” She looks nervous. “Two weeks from now. A weekend get-together for college students. The state GOP is putting it on, specifically geared for those in pre-law or in law school. Seminars, networking. I already have the tickets and the hotel suite reserved.”
“Perfect.” He looks at me. “Coordinate with Susa, and make sure you and I have appropriate clothes to take before then.”
“Yes, Sir.”
This means the clock is ticking. In two weeks, all hell’s going to break loose, and don’t think I don’t know it.
I’m not sure if Benchley will hunt down Mom and Austin and bitch to them to make my life hell, but I trust Carter and Susa.
If they say this will be okay and that they’ll take care of me, then that’s what I’ll count on unless they prove me wrong and screw me over.
Which will destroy me in ways I don’t even want to contemplate, so I shove all worries like that off to the side.
Going to bed that evening, Carter lifts all restrictions, and we’re three lovers. Susa ends up in the middle of us, riding me while Carter takes her from behind at the same time, his cock up her ass.
Her joyful abandon as she climaxes around our cocks reminds me why I’m doing this with them.
Because itfeelsright like this. Even as Carter smiles at me over her shoulder as he starts fucking her harder to find his own joy, I’m struggling to hold back my release as long as possible. To prolong this moment and bask in knowing that I have a home.
I have love.
I have more than I ever dreamed possible, even though I also understand that it could all be ripped from me.
For now, I’ll pray I can keep feeling this happy.
* * * *
Despite the fact that Carter and I have shared a dorm room for the past couple of months, and a bed for the past week—well, not counting the platonic times we slept together—this upcoming time alone with him feels…different.
I feel vulnerable in a way I never have before. What does it say about me that, despite my initial unease, Idon’twant to stop this?
I don’t know exactly what Carter has planned for us this weekend. We both need study time with exams coming up. Except I suspect that he is going to put my body to good use without Susa there to slake some of his urges.
