I walked around the bar and I met Liam’s anxious gaze. I wanted to go to him and kiss him, but I held back. Showing affection in public was something I needed to work up to, but I did place my hand at the small of his back. I hoped that slight gesture was enough to assure him that everything was alright between us. Liam leaned back into my touch for a brief second and I relished the feel of his heat on my flesh.
Truthfully, I had no idea if Liam was coming home with me that night. I know it was what I wanted, but I didn’t know if he wanted it too. I wanted to go all caveman and toss him over my shoulder and take him to my cave and mark him with my scent. Fuck! It seemed like I was regressing from my earlier decision to try and communicate more. Sure, communication came in many forms, but I had meant using my mouth… to talk.
It didn’t take Trevor long to return to the bar and I went back to my office as soon as he was back. Charlie met me at the door as if he could sense my stress. I scratched his ears and back like I always did and he helped calm me down. I went back to my desk and decided to do some actual paperwork instead of watching Liam longingly through the monitors like a lovesick fool.
The bar closed at 2:00 a.m. and I waited to see who brought the tills to my office so I could process the deposit. The tingling up and down my spine told me it was Liam before he even knocked on the door. He walked in without waiting for me to tell him to come in. He kept his smoky eyes locked on mine while he set the tills on my desk. Instead of leaving like he used to, he walked around my desk until he was standing beside me. I scooted my chair back so I could get a better look at his face and Liam climbed onto my lap; straddling me.
My hands went to his waist and automatically pulled him tighter into me. I looked up into his hazel eyes and saw the same heat I felt burning through my body. It wouldn’t take much for me to convince him to come home with me, but I needed it to be his idea.
Liam lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me stupid while my hands moved his hips up and down my growing erection. He broke the kiss just as quickly as he started it and gasped for air a few seconds before saying, “Tonight, I’m going to introduce you to your prostate.” He rose from my lap and I saw that I wasn’t the only one affected by our brief tryst.
“Oh God.” It was all I could muster at the moment because my brain overloaded with images of Liam with his finger or his cock in my ass. I found both to be incredibly sexy and I was eager to have him all over me and inside me. “Hurry up,” I demanded with a swat on his ass, referring to closing down the bar.
I whistled happily as I put the deposits together and locked them in the safe. Charlie remained on the sofa, but his ears were pinned back like he was mortified either by how easy I was turning out to be or the human display of sexiness in front of him. He’d have to get used to both, because I would fight tooth and nail to keep feeling like I did just then – hopeful and ridiculously happy.
I CAUGHT TREVOR’Ssly smile and extended glance at my untucked t-shirt when I returned to the bar. I just gave him a saucy little finger wave and got back to work, grateful that whatever tension that had been brewing between Trev and I appeared to be a thing of the past. I needed to be mindful that Jack was my employer and not just my lover. I couldn’t just go back to his office and jump him every time I wanted.
Jack’s caveman routine wound me up and that kiss we shared in his office set me on fire to the point that I blurted out that I was going to get all up in his virgin ass.Filter, Liam. Ask a dude if he wants you to fondle his hole, don’t just assume!
Thankfully, Jack appeared to be turned on by my declaration and I had to wonder if he wanted something more than a prostate massage with just my fingers. Would Jack consider letting me top him? I found myself wondering just how tight and hot he’d feel wrapped around my cock. That line of thinking did nothing to deflate my erection so I shifted my focus to something that was certain to do the trick.
Kenner. Did he really think he could waltz in here after all this time and sweet talk me back into his bed? I wasn’t sure who it spoke worse about – him or me? Did he think I was so pitiful that I couldn’t find someone to love in the nearly four years since I walked away from him? Did he really think I’d shove aside the humiliation he caused me for a quick, dirty fuck? Was he that arrogant or did he believe that I was so pathetic that I couldn’t move on from him?
“You’ve wiped that same spot for several minutes, hun,” Mel said, interrupting my irritating thoughts. Hey, it worked well as an erection deflator though. “Who was the tool who came in to the bar tonight?” She didn’t ask to gossip, she was concerned. I could hear it in her voice and see it in her expression when I looked up at her.
“Ex.” My reply was succinct and dripped disdain.
“Ahhhh,” she said knowingly. “They’re like assholes, baby doll. We all have them and they all stink.” We laughed together over her comparison briefly before we went back to our tasks. At least my erection and my anger were both set aside so I could finish my job and return to Jack and Charlie.
My excitement mounted with every step we took toward his loft. I wouldn’t let my nerves get the best of me and make our exploration awkward; I’d let things progress naturally and let Jack tell me what he wanted from me.
Charlie jumped on the couch as soon as we reached the loft and looked at us broodingly before sighing deeply and closing his eyes. Jack took me by the hand and led me to his room where we unhurriedly removed our clothes between kisses. I wrapped my hands around his erection and playfully tugged until he followed me to the shower. I smelled like wings and beer when I’d much rather smell like his soap; later, I wanted the smell of Jack all over my skin.
The hot water felt so good on my skin, but not nearly as good as Jack’s warm, wet skin pressed against mine. His heat enveloped me as surely as his arms did and I was euphoric. I kissed him hungrily and let my hands roam up and down his back before grabbing two handfuls of his tight, muscular ass. I slipped a finger between his cheeks and teased him with feather light caresses along his crease. Jack panted into my mouth and his grip tightened on my hips, telling me he liked what I was doing.
I wanted to do more, but not in the shower. I wanted to see him sprawled across his bed when I trailed my tongue along the same path my fingers just took. I broke our kiss and stepped back, reaching for his bar of soap. I was so caught up in the heat in his eyes that I lost my grip on the soap and it fell to the shower floor and slid behind me. Jack looked down at the soap and then back at me with a wicked grin spread across his face. He cocked his brow in a dare for me to pick up the soap.
I dropped to my knees in front of him and wrapped my lips around his erection. It sounded like all the air in his lungs hissed between his lips as I worked his cock in and out of my mouth. I reached between his legs to palm his firm sac while I continued to suck as much of him in my mouth as possible, never once breaking eye contact. I wasn’t going for a pretty seduction, I wanted raw and dirty responses from him and I got my wish.
I begged him with my eyes to fuck my mouth, to take what he wanted from me. I wanted to see that same caveman attitude he used in the bar right then. Jack fisted his hands in my hair and gave me what I wanted, but he kept his thrusts controlled and even, as if he was worried about hurting me. He shook all over from the need raging inside of him while throaty growls escaped between his clenched teeth. I did that to him; I made him shake and growl in lust and need.
My dick begged me for friction, but I ignored it in favor of pleasing Jack. I hadn’t planned to suck him off in the shower when I first pulled him in, but it was all I could focus on right then. I wanted him to give himself completely to me and I would start with the salty essence of my man spilling on my tongue, coating my throat.
He was getting close. His thrusts became sharper and erratic, his nails scored my scalp, and the taste of his pre-cum got stronger and saltier as he got closer to his climax. I kept my focus on breathing through my nose and relaxing my throat while I fondled his balls firmly in the palm of my hand.
“Liam, I… fuck me! So good… don’t want it to end.” His hip thrusts lost any sort of rhythm and his balls retracted tight into his body. “Pull off.” No fucking way. I gave my head a slight shake, letting him know I was here until the end. “Liam!” His hoarse shout echoed and bounced around the shower walls as the first jet of cum splashed onto my tongue. I swallowed it down and kept swallowing until he rode out the last of his orgasm on my tongue before collapsing back against the glass wall. “That… was…”
“…sexy and incredible to watch; to taste,” I contributed when he ran out of breath. I reached behind me and picked up the soap and rose to my feet with a happy smirk on my face. It turned me on so much that I could make him so weak for me. He watched as I rolled the bar of soap in my hands until they were good and lathered. “I’m not done with you,” I told him as I set the soap back on the ledge. I washed the front of him from top to bottom, taking special care with his sensitive penis. I soaped my hands again and gestured for him to turn around by circling my finger in the air.
Jack smiled wryly, but said nothing as he spun around like I had requested. I took my time running my soapy hands all over his muscled back. I stood on my tiptoes and bit his neck, eliciting a grunt from my sexy man. I eased my soapy fingers along the crevice between his lush ass cheeks. “Liam.” My name was a whispered plea, but for what I wasn’t sure. Did he want me to stop? Did he want more?
“I want to taste you right here.” I circled his tight bundle of nerves with my finger. “Will you let me?” He answered me with a grunt and then spread his legs, giving me better access to the treasure I sought. I wanted to linger there, but decided to wait until I had him laid out before me like a buffet on his bed. I finished washing him and then gave myself a quick wash while Jack watched every move I made. I was careful not to touch my cock too much or risk ruining all of my plans.
Jack’s eyes were all over my body as we quickly toweled off in our haste to be together. I loved the feel of his eyes on me and I let my eyes travel the length of his as well. I couldn’t imagine a time when I would look at him andnotfind him beautiful. It wouldn’t matter to me if he quit working out tomorrow and went soft around the middle. The real man – the one who lived beneath the beautiful body and handsome face – was more beautiful to me than the face and body.
Jack held out his hand and I went to him without hesitation. He kissed me with a soft tenderness I never would’ve expected from him and all wishes for the caveman disappeared. This was so much more than a kiss between two men; it was a union of souls so profound I expected to hear lightning and static crackling through the air, or the earth move beneath our feet.
I pulled back from our kiss and playfully pushed Jack backwards until the back of his knees bumped into his bed. “On your stomach,” I commanded and pushed him onto his bed. Jack scooted up toward his pillows and laid on his stomach.
