“Ding, ding!That’s how I got here. My uncle is a lawyer. He wanted to sue Saint B's, but I asked him to tackle the transfer rules instead.”
She blinked up at me. “You’d rather play more hockey than stand in a courtroom.”
“Exactly.”
Bella gave my arm a little punch. “I knew I liked you. And Coach James knows this story?”
“Of course. When my uncle started calling other teams for me, he told them right off why I’d been kicked off Saint B's. And today I dropped this little bomb on Hartley, too.”
“Okay, let me think…” she looked up at the ceiling. “Coach isn’t a judgmental guy. He likes to win, and he likes single malt scotch. In that order. So I can see him taking you on. And Hartley likes everybody, so that’s easy. How can I help?”
See? I knew this girl was awesome. “All I need is advice. I used to think that I could keep my private life private. But that blew up in my face last year. There’s probably somebody on the Harkness team that’s pals with someone at Saint B's, right?”
Bella nodded. “So this will get out.”
“So to speak.”
“Right. And maybe you’d rather that the team heard it from you, and not the rumor mill.”
“It’s a good idea in principal. But I don’t have a strategy.”
She made another thoughtful face. “If you made a big announcement, that would imply that this is a big deal. And you don’t want it tobea big deal.”
I wasn’t sure I had a choice in the matter. But even after a few beers, Bella was proving herself to be very perceptive. “That’s exactly right.”
“Telling people one at a time would be more casual.”
“Yeah,” I sighed. “Except these aren’t people I’ve ever met.”Except for one. And he already knows.
She chewed her lip. “Yeah, in the movies, the athlete wins the big game, right? And then he cries at the press conference and reveals to the world that he’s gay.” She put a hand over her heart. “And the team is, like, ‘we love you just the way you are!’”
“I’m pretty sure that movie hasn’t been made yet.”
She crossed her arms. “I’m just pointing out that being the new guy makes this harder.”
“You think?”
She gave me another playful punch. But then her face became serious. “Maybe it’s something that ought to come from their manager.”
That was a generous offer, with one major flaw. When you’re the queer guy in the locker room, it’s a bad idea to ever show fear. “I can’t make it to look like I was too afraid to tell them myself.”
“It wouldn’t. Because the message they need to hear isn’t that Rikker likes dudes. The message they need to hear is that, by the way, Rikker was forced to leave the Saint B's team because he is gay. But at Harkness, that’s no concern of ours.”
Well, damn. That did sound smart.
“…And, if anybody has a problem with that, feel free to talk to Coach. Or play a different sport.”
I put my hands on her shoulders. “Manager, you are a genius. And a total babe.”
“New Guy, I know that already,” she said. “Both things.” And then she moved closer to me, stood up on her tiptoes, and kissed me. And it wasn’t just a peck. She took her time, molding her lips to mine, drawing it out. She nibbled my bottom lip. And I kissed her back, at least up to a point. Because just standing there like a statue seemed like an asshole thing to do.
Finally, she stood back. “That,” she said, “was because I have a reputation to uphold.”
“Gotcha.”
“I will take care of this. After I run it by Coach.” She squeezed my arm and walked away, smiling as she went.
And that was my cue to go home to the little dorm room I’d been assigned, and call it a night. There’s only so much drama a guy can take in one day.
