Chapter 4
And she was gone. She was right. With the way she danced, he believed she was more experienced, but it didn’t take away from the fact that she blew his mind. And the knowledge that one time wouldn’t be enough. It had been the way she moved, as if unsure of what to do and he noticed the pain in her face when he entered her.
There were so many ways he hadn’t had her yet and things he wanted to try with her. And now that he knew he was her first, there was a primal need to be the one to show her everything she could know on the subject of sex and help her learn her body and what she liked and what gave her pleasure. And that wasn’t a good thing. Especially when she didn’t even know of his mob ties and that he didn’t do relationships.
He looked down at himself. “Shit.” He hadn’t put on a condom. This night went from great sex to a bad finish and to an even worse ending. First he didn’t even know what compelled him to tell her he didn’t cheat. It was one thing he couldn’t stand and didn’t do, but she didn’t have to know that.
He could have just said yes and left it at that. But he had to explain himself like a lovesick fool. Which he wasn’t because it was just a one-time thing like she pointed out. But back to the matter at hand. No condom. He doubted she was on birth control, but she might surprise him.
Dante cleaned himself up and zipped up his fly when Enzo came in, followed by Gabe and Lucca.
“What did you do? Take a leak in the office?” Lucca slid into a chair.
“Nope.” Gabe sniffed the air. “Smells like straight up sex in here.”
“You were supposed to be up here to talk with Madison, not fuck some girl. Did she turn down your deal?” Enzo stood in the doorway.
“No, she didn’t turn down my deal.” Dante sat down behind the desk. “She told me to tell you to call her with her schedule for the next three months.”
“So she left and you had some girl come up.” Enzo pulled out a chair and turned the calendar around and flipped through it.
“No.” Why did they care that he had sex in the office? It wasn’t the first time and wouldn’t be the last time. He also didn’t want to say what he and Madison had done. It was private and just between the two of them.
“No way man. You fucked ‘no touch’ Madison?” Gabe leaned forward.
Dante’s jaw tightened.
“No answer now, man?” Lucca straightened out his legs.
“Dante, man. Tell me you didn’t fuck her. Please.” Enzo looked up from the calendar, his eyes pleaded along with his mouth.
“Why is this a big deal?” Dante didn’t understand. And why was Enzo worried? Did he like Madison? She said she wasn’t seeing anyone, but he couldn’t imagine anyone not wanting to date her.
Even from the little bit he knew, he wanted to know more and if he wasn’t lying to himself, which he was. He wanted to maybe see where things lead Madison and him. He could see turning this thing into a booty call until he got bored. Which was why anything more than what they had done would be a bad idea. What would she do when she found out she slept with a mobster?
“Is she open for business?” Lucca shifted in the chair.
“Yeah, let me know when you’re ready to pass her around.” Gabe sat down on the sofa.
“You don’t get a turn with her,” Dante answered, teeth clenched. Madison wasn’t like the girls they would pass around when they were younger. Those women knew the deal. Madison was different. He had never had this possessiveness before, even for Monica when he dated her, and that sent alarm bells off in the back of his mind. Bells that he knew he was going to ignore.
“Damn, I knew she had to be good. The way she worked the pole.” Gabe kissed his fingers.
“Wait, which Madison is this?” Lucca looked between them all.
“The one who doesn’t have to follow club rules,” Gabe answered.
“The ice queen?” Surprise registered in Lucca’s eyes.
“That’s the one.” Gabe nodded and looked at the sofa. “You didn’t fuck her here, did you? Don’t want none of your fluids on me. Now hers, I wouldn’t mind.”
Before Dante knew it, he was out of his seat and had punched Gabe with a quick jab that stunned both of them. As boys, the cousins had fought, but now that they were grown, they didn’t fight like they used to.
“What the fuck, man.” Gabe held his jaw.
“Sorry, man, but don’t comment on Madison like that.” He couldn’t, no he wouldn’t stand by and let them disrespect Madison like that. She wasn’t like the girls they would share. She was special. Which was why he should leave her alone, but he wouldn’t. He knew deep down that he had to have her. She had gotten under his skin already and was in his system. All he had to do was fuck her out of it and everything would be fine. He wouldn’t be thinking what if?
“You can’t punch everyone who says something when they find out.” Lucca stood and walked over to Gabe.
