Page 74 of Ashes of Forever


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“I didn’t come to justify myself,” William said quietly. “I came because—after everything I’ve learned… after what Violet made painfully clear—I cannot pretend the past is anything other than what it is.”

His throat worked.

“I know now all that she endured. And I know I was the cause.”

He met Thomas’s stare head-on.

“But I mean to build a different future. If she’ll allow me.”

Thomas crossed his arms. “A future.”

“Yes.” William forced the words out plainly, without hiding behind titles or pride. “I can’t rewrite what happened, nor restore the years Violet and I lost. And I cannot give back the years Lily has spent without a father she should never have been denied.”

A small tic pulled at Thomas’s jaw at his granddaughter’s name.

“But I am here,” William continued, voice thickening, “to be what I should have been then. To stand beside Violet. To earn a place in her life—not demand one. To build a future that is hers as much as mine, if she ever decides she wants me in it.”

Thomas considered him, eyes assessing and cool.

“You speak as if it’s simple.”

“It isn’t,” William said softly. “I don’t expect forgiveness. Or welcome. But I intend to stay in this village. And I intend to try.”

Thomas studied him for a long moment, as if testing the strength of each word.

When he finally spoke, his voice was low.

“When Violet was born, I promised myself I would raise her to know what a good man ought to be—one who stands, not runs; one who keeps his word; one who protects what matters.”

He rubbed a tired hand down his face, as though the memory itself weighed on him.

“So when I learned what happened… when I learned you were the one who caused her pain…”

He shook his head slowly, the admission coming out rough with disappointment.

“It was not only that I had been wrong about you,” he said quietly. “It was that I felt I had failed her. A father is meant to protect his daughter—from the world, from misfortune… from misplaced trust.”

His look pinned William where he stood, unwavering and severe.

“And I had believed you better than the man who abandoned her and broke her heart.”

The words struck hard. William felt them land—each one earned, each one deserved.

For a heartbeat he could not look away, nor could he lift his voice. He simply bore it.

At last, he spoke in a voice that was quiet and honest.

“I ran,” he admitted. “And I broke every promise I gave her.”

He paused, the shame undeniable, and steadied himself before continuing, forcing as much sincerity into his voice as he could.

“I cannot change what I did. But I can choose differently now.”

Thomas was quiet for a long moment.

“You broke her,” he said simply. “More cleanly than any fall or fever ever could. And you broke something in the rest of us when we saw the girl we raised lose the light in her eyes.”

William’s throat burned. “I know.”