Page 4 of Ashes of Forever


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Inside was a delicate silver locket, engraved with a spray of violets. When she opened it, she found a pressed bloom tucked carefully within, its once-bright petals softened to a gentle lavender, holding the quiet memory of the day he’d picked it.

“I had the locket made in London,” he said softly. “But the flower—I picked it the day before I left. I wanted you to know that no matter the distance between us, you were never far from my thoughts.”

Tears filled her eyes and slipped down her cheeks.

“William… it’s the loveliest thing I’ve ever owned.”

“It’s not enough,” he murmured, lifting his hand to cup her cheek, his thumb tracing the dampness along her skin.

The look in his eyes held a fierce determination that stole her breath.

“Next year will be better, mark my words. Long before next Yuletide, we will be wed.”

Violet dared to believe him.

Against her father’s cautions, against her mother’s worried looks, against the iron wall of class that divided them, she let herself dream, though a small voice warned she was reaching for something too fragile to last.

Love made her brave enough to hope anyway.

And when the frost melted and the first buds of spring appeared, their secret grew deeper still.

Beneath the great oak tree that had been theirs since childhood, William pulled her close and whispered the words she had longed to hear.

“You are mine, Violet Hayes. My wife in all but name. When I return from London, I will put a ring on your finger, and nothing will ever part us again.”

His fingertip traced the place where a ring should sit, his gaze holding hers with a vow unspoken.

The promise was sealed not with words alone, but with the joining of their bodies, hesitant at first, then sure, as if nature itself had destined them to fit. The grass was cool and damp beneath her back, the air sweet with the perfume of opening blossoms, the branches above budding with new life. William’s weight and warmth grounded her, and Violet thought she had never known such joy, such completeness.

For a time, there was no rank, no duty, no fear—only the pulse of his heart beneath her palms, the whisper of her name on his lips, and the fragile promise that love could conquer anything.

Afterward, William pressed his forehead to hers, breathless. “I love you. I always have. And I always will.”

But the Season called again, and duty demanded William return to London.

The morning he left, Violet met him under their tree, heart pounding as the carriage waited.

His arms wrapped around her, holding her so tightly it was as though he could keep her there by sheer will, unwilling to let her go.

His coat carried the familiar scent of sandalwood, his breath warm against her hair.

“Remember what I told you,” he whispered. “This is the last time we will be parted. When I come back, it will be to make you my wife.”

She drew a breath, willing her voice to remain steady, and gave him a small, trembling smile.

“Then go,” she whispered, soft but resolute, “so you may hurry back to me.”

A flicker of emotion crossed his face, and for a heartbeat neither of them moved. Then he bent to press his lips to her forehead, lingering there as though to seal his vow.

“Soon, my Violet,” he murmured.

And before she could answer, he turned and walked toward the waiting carriage, the sound of departing hooves carrying him away. Violet stood rooted beneath the oak, the morning light catching on the locket at her throat. She pressed her hand to it, the silver warm from her skin, a fragile promise she clung to with all her heart, even as the wind carried him farther away.

Chapter Three

Spring 1848

The weeks after William’s departure blurred into one another, each day stitched together by longing. Violet wore the silver locket always, her fingers straying to it whenever she passed the old oak tree or heard the echo of horses in the lane. Sometimes she would pause mid-step, eyes closed, imagining the sound belonged to him—that any moment, he would appear, smiling that soft familiar smile—her smile. She would trace the tiny engraved violets until the pattern pressed faintly against her skin, as though even its touch could tether him closer.