Page 37 of Ashes of Forever


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Turning the envelope over, he let his eyes follow the familiar, careful script—an address he had seen countless times, yet something about it felt altered, weighted, as if the paper held more than words. Then he noticed it—a small irregular blot staining the finaldofAshford—the ink feathered and blurred, as if touched by a drop of water.

A tightness gathered beneath his ribs. He brushed a thumb over the blurred ink once, half-expecting it to still be damp.

He had burned every letter before this one.

But his hand did not drift toward the fire.

Instead, he sat very still, the envelope resting lightly in his grip, the weight of it settling into him with slow, heavy certainty. It was the single, noticeable imperfection that, along with the words written around the seal, made him hesitate.

At last, he reached slowly for the letter opener.

Before steel touched wax, a sharp knock split the quiet.

“My lord—urgent,” Harrington said, breathless, as he entered. He held out a telegram sealed in yellow, the paper crinkled as if handled in haste. “It came marked for your immediate attention.”

“Thank you,” William said—his voice barely carrying.

Harrington hesitated, eyes flicking to the unopened letter in William’s hand, but thought better of speaking and withdrew.

William stared at the telegram for a long moment, then broke the seal.

It was short—fewer than twenty words—

I am sending a telegram as you never trouble

yourself to answer my letters.

I expect nothing new now.

Your brainless wife has hanged herself.

Already buried. —E. Ashford

He read it twice.

Then a third time.

The words did not change.

A sound escaped him—too soft to be called a breath, too broken to be called anything at all.

The room seemed to tilt, the edges of his vision narrowing until all that remained was the telegram in his shaking hand.

He looked down at Victoria’s sealed letter.

He opened it with a care he had never given her in life.

The vellum unfolded in a long, trembling breath.

There were more water-blots inside, smudging letters but not obscuring them—

My lord,

I know you will not answer this. Perhaps you should not. Yet I must write it all the same, for silence has become too heavy to bear.

When I married you, I told myself I was doing what was right—for my family, for yours, for the future we were expected to build. I believed that if I behaved as duty demanded, I would come to feel contentment in time.

I thought myself pragmatic, even wise. My mother told me to forget childish things. But I loved once—truly loved. His name was Edward Langley, the third son of a duke. My family forbade it. I told myself he would recover, that we were both too young to know our hearts. But I was the fool.