Page 31 of Ashes of Forever


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She heard a gasp behind her and turned her head to see Anna, the nursemaid, standing in the doorway, white as the wall behind her.

“Dr. Pembroke is walking the shore with his wife and grandchildren,” Violet said sharply, her voice all command. “Send a man to fetch him at once.”

Then she dropped to her knees.

Looking at Emily in that moment, Violet wasn’t in the nursery at all—she was back on the shore, that terrible spring day when Lily had been just past her first year. They had been walking with Dr. and Mrs. Pembroke and their grandchildren when Lily, curious and quick, had picked up asmall stone and put it in her mouth. The memory still clawed at her—the sudden stillness, the terrible blue tinge to her baby’s lips, the helpless rush of panic before Henry Pembroke had seized the child, turned her forward over his arm, and struck between her shoulder blades until the stone flew free.

Now, that moment lived again. Her body knew before her mind did. She lifted Emily, turned her forward across her arm, and struck—once, twice—just as Henry had done for Lily.

A sugared plum flew from the child’s mouth and rolled across the rug.

The girl drew a strangled breath, then another—and at that small, blessed sound, a sob choked Violet’s throat. She gathered the child against her, trembling. “It’s all right,” she whispered, brushing the girl’s damp hair from her cheek. “You’re all right now, sweetheart. You’re safe.”

Moments later, Dr. Pembroke appeared in the doorway, his coat still damp from the sea air, a winded footman trailing close behind. Without hesitation, he knelt beside Violet and the girls, asking brief, steady questions as his hands moved—how long she had been choking, what had dislodged the obstruction—while checking the child’s pulse, her color, the rise of her breathing.

“She’ll be fine now,” he said at last, voice gentle but firm. “A fright like that takes its toll, but she’s through the worst of it.”

Only after he had declared Emily safe did he truly look at Violet. Her hands trembled, and her cheeks were wet with tears she hadn’t felt fall. He rested a hand on her shoulder, his expression softening with quiet pride.

“You remembered what I showed you—when it was little Lily,” he said. “You did exactly right.”

Violet managed a faint nod, her throat too tight to speak.

He gave her shoulder a gentle pat. “You did well, my dear. Better than many would have.”

Anna pressed a handkerchief into Violet’s hand, and she wiped at her tears, letting out a shaky breath. “Thank you—for coming so quickly.”

He smiled faintly. “A good footman and a strong wind will do that,” he said before turning to speak quietly with Anna about the girls.

The hush that followed was almost gentle. Emily, newly reassured, left the bed where she had been examined and crawled back into Violet’s lap, settling on one side while her sister clung to the other. Mary still hiccupped soft sobs, her little hands gripping both Violet’s sleeve and Emily’s arm as if to make certain they were all truly safe. Violet held them close, her heart still hammering, her eyes falling absently to the sugared plum lying dark on the rug near the hearth. It had rolled farther than she’d realized—small, harmless now, but terrible in what it might have been.

Then, from below, came the heavy thud of the front door closing, followed by the quick, deliberate rhythm of boots on the stair. Anna looked up sharply. “The baron,” she breathed, and hurried from the room.

Violet stayed where she was, one arm around each girl, trying to steady her own trembling. She heard the low murmur of voices in the corridor—Anna’s breathless account, the doctor’s calm assurance—and then the doorway filled with the broad figure of Lord Hamilton.

He still wore his riding coat, his hair wind-tossed, his breath coming hard—as though he had run the whole way.

For a moment, he simply stood there, taking in the scene before him—Violet on the floor, both girls clinging to her, the fallen sweet glinting dark on the carpet beside them.

His composure broke. In three strides he was beside them, falling to his knees and gathering his daughters into his arms. “My girls,” he whispered hoarsely, pressing them close, his shoulders shaking with relief.

When at last he looked to Violet, he held her gaze. “Thank you,” he said, voice breaking with emotion.

“It was my pleasure, sir,” she murmured, watching him with his daughters.

He shook his head faintly. “Call me Nathaniel,” he said, before breaking her gaze and pulling his girls even closer, his eyes closing as he held them tight.

From that day on, a quiet understanding had grown between them. His children adored her, and she respected him—a man she would later learn had not married for love, yet gave every ounce of it to his daughters. Their friendship had formed easily, naturally, and without expectation—born not from circumstance, but from shared gratitude and gentleness.

The memory faded slowly, like sunlight retreating from glass, leaving only the steady warmth of the present.

She smiled faintly now, seeing her father so at ease, laughter still shaking his shoulders. He had been working in the Hamilton stables for nearly a year and seemed happier than Violet could ever remember him at Ashford Manor. When she’d once remarked upon it, he’d smiled and said he had always loved the horses—but not the way that family had made joy impossible, always finding fault, never satisfied. With Lord Hamilton, his work felt simple again. Honest.

She looked at the two men now—her father and the baron—and felt a soft swell of gratitude rise in her. Their companionship had grown into something steady and genuine, two men bound not by rank, but by respect.

Across the room, her mother, Edith, sat beside Mrs. Pembroke and Clara, the three women deep in cheerful conversation. Her mother’s cheeks glowed pink from the fire, her eyes alight with laughter. Since taking a position at the seamstress’s shop in town—a post offered by an elderly widow whose fingers had grown too stiff to keep up with her orders—she had been brighter, lighter. It suited her. They had even rented a small cottage near Violet’s, insisting Lily must have her own room—and that daily visits were now, of course, essential.

The cottage was warm with life—filled with a gentle hum of voices and quiet contentment. Dr. Henry Pembroke’s laughterdrifted through the room as he chatted with Mr. and Mrs. Harrow, who sat close together, smiles bright on their faces.